Forbidden love

Why? - day 2

I felt someone caressing my cheek as I finally opened my eyes that morning. I couldn't see clearly due to the tiredness and I rubbed my eyes.

"Hm?" Was the only thing that came out of my lips as I as was too tired to say anything more and was answered by a familiar voice. 

"Oh, sorry did I wake you up?"

"No, it's -" 

A  soft kiss silenced me but it also shocked me as I felt Dominic's hand move under my shirt and tried to push him away knowing he was way stronger than me and the more I tried to escape the rougher and deeper the kiss got and I felt his hand touch my chest and a moan slipped out as he kissed me. He pushed me down onto the bed and I was about to give in to him, - even though the thought of him taking my virginity scared me- His hands moved down to my waist and down to my pajamas pants to get them off. I panicked and tried to push him away one last time. 

"N-no! Why?..." I asked him and I sounded as scared as I actually was. 

"shut up." He told me. 

"Dominic! What the actual fuck!" Jeff had entered the room and grabbed Dominic's arm and pulled him away from me. 

"I was trying to eat breakfast," Dominic said to Jeff

"The breakfast is in the kitchen you fucking rapist!" Jeff screamed back at him and I just sat on the bed listening to them while they argued over it. 

We just got dressed and walked to the kitchen without saying anything. The only thing that was on my mind was an unanswered question. Why did he do that? He wasn't even drunk this time and why am I feeling uneasy with him? Well, I should be after what happened this morning but it's not because of that. Something's still off and I don't even know why. What's going on?

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We walked in the forest and our teachers had given us a lot of necessary things that we might up using today. 

I looked at the trees and listened to the songbird while Dominic and Jeff argued over something about insects and snakes and how much Jeff disliked those things but I'm sure he liked the lack of sun in this area, he never really liked the sunlight nor the warmth.

"I'm hungry.. and my feet hurts..." I said and I didn't know how I was able to make it here without falling apart. 

"They didn't care to give us something to eat," Jeff answered me while he tried to assemble the tent - to have a place to hide from the small insects. 

"It's a survival day, after all, they gave us a fishing rod," Dominic said and walked down to the river with the rod.

"Yuck," Jeff complained.

"You can eat grass if you want to," I told Jeff and it made even Dominic giggle. I think I'm the only one who can joke with Jeff without getting killed.

"Do I look like a sheep?" Jeff looked at me with an angry expression.

"No, you look like a cow."

"Shut up bastard."

"I'm older than you."

"I'm so sorry dear brother." He said sarcastic and we both giggled.

"brother?" Dominic asked.

"Haven't you figured it out yet?" Jeff asked him with a tone that clearly meant Are you kidding me?

"Huh? Wait are you siblings?" Dominic looked at me and then at Jeff.

"Twins actually," I answered him this time.

"No way. Well, you do have the same eye and hair color but I mean you're way too different."

"You really are stupid and the tent's done," Jeff said as he crawled into the tent.

"And the fire's done as well," Lionel said

~~~

We sat around the fire while eating the fish Dominic caught and with we I mean we without Jeff cuz' he sat in the tent reading a book and after getting a bit warmer we decided to take a bath in the river. 

I walked towards the tent and asked Jeff to join us but he only agreed on going with us but not touching the water and that's fair enough cuz' it'll be too dangerous for him to stay alone in the tent. 

~~~

Lionel was standing all alone while I was standing near Dominic and even Jeff was nearby on a stone reading his book. Dominic soon walked up to Lionel and dragged him back here with us and that's when we both saw his scars - the scars I saw before - and we all got silent and Jeff even walked down to us wondering if everything were alright. 

Was he suicidal in his past life? What actually happened in his life? I don't know anything about them, only about Jeff - but we're siblings after all - I need to know, what if he's still sad?

~~~

Dominic and Lionel were alseep. Jeff was awake and I decided to talk to him a bit. 

"Thank you." Was the first thing I said to him "For earlier."

"Ah, you're welcome."

"Why aren't you asleep?"

"I can't sleep."

He was always like that, he never got enough sleep. 

"go ahead and sleep, I'll sleep sooner or later," He told me before I fell asleep.