Chapter 8

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Jess POV

I sliced more skin. It had been a while since I had started this. I kept getting texts to tell my to kill myself. I was starting to beilive them.
No matter how many times I cut, cried myself to sleep, or longed for the pain to stop. It kept coming.

I no longer bothered to come out of my room.
Today my family came to me and celebrate Me. I guess I should
Go downstairs then now.

I walked downstairs
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" Everyone shouted. Awww.

I leaked a fake smile as I sat down at the table. Everyone was singing the happy birthday song. The cake was amazing. It had flowers and just wow! It had gold and just! In Media
I smiled. They really cared.
"Make a wish." My grandma said. I had 2 grandmas. I only knew my mom and her parents were gay. I smiled.
I thought in my head
I wish that my whole stupid existence would end
I blew out th candles. Everyone cheered.
"I will slice the cake." Said my mother
Soon enough cakebwas served.
I stabbed my fork into the beautiful cake and ate a slice. It tasted so heavenily. Mmmm I needed more. I gobbled down more and more and more. It was delicious.

About a half hour later we all sat down for presents.
I sat on a sofa and picked up one. I pulled out the card attached to it.
"Happy birthday to such an amazing young girl. -Aunt deena, Aunt Louis." It said.
It held a $100 dollar bill.
"Thank you" I said
"Now open the present we got you!" Said aunt Louise.
"Ok ok " I laughed as I picked up the present. It was gold rapped with a red ribbon around it 🎁 I tore it open. It was a friendship making bracelet kit thing
I pretended like it was the best thing I had ever gotten.
"THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!!" I said
I picked up the next one
"That ones from me." Said my mom as she held up her camera.
The box was small. Like a rectangle but small.
I opened it. No way! This was awesome
It was the new pear phone.
I was shocked, I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear as I observed it
"This must have been like 1000 bucks mom! How did you afford this!!! Omg thank you thank you thank you!" I said.
She came over and hugged me
"Your welcome baby girl." She said

I opened up the rest of the presents.
"Thank you all so so much." I said
I'm truly greatful to have a family like them.
They were all blessings.

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Everyone soon left after a couple games. My head pounded as I layed in bed. I was on my laptop. I knew i shouldn't but I had too. I went to the account.
I clicked on it.

A bunch more pictures of me were up.

But i liked this one

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But i liked this one.
The caption said
/:erm. I don't even know what to say to this one #uglylist:/
I read the comments
/so disgusting. She thinks she pretty but no she not/
/I bet she's gay/
/#uglylist/
/gross. She should not/
After a lot of comments I came across this one

/cut it out!! She's beautiful and flawless. Just leave her alone./

Awww. That was nice

I got out the lighter and the candle. I lit the candle.
This was new
I put my hand over top and started to burn. I cried. I cried and cried.

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