Germangie: The complicated Love Story

chapter 46

We got home and ate some lunch Jaz was so happy and excited. Better than she was in the car this morning I wonder what's wrong and I know Angie knows something. But what is it?

After we ate Jaz went to the back and played in her little playground in the back with Sofia. They became very good friends and I love that.

Angie and I just sat on the couch cuddling each other and also talking.

"So the baby thing?" I asked

"I just didn't wanna tell her no she was so sad." She said

"I know, but would you wanna have a baby in the future?" I asked

"Would you?" She asked

"Well, yes I would love a other baby and I want a baby with you" i said

"Diego....,I'm not ready yet" she said getting out of my arms.

"I know and I'm not saying that we should have one now, but in the future." I said

"Okay, but either way I'm not ready now and I don't even think I'm ready to have you know" she said

"I totally understand you my love" I said

"Thanks, but one thing don't say my love" she said

"Why?" I asked

"I just hate that" she said

"Okay, then what about my angel?" I asked getting closer to her

she kissed me and I kissed her back I guess that was a yes. We kept kissing until Jaz came in and started to say aw.

"Sweety" said Angie

"You and daddy are the best couple ever" said Jaz

"Aw  thank you, sweety but you are the best little girl in the world" said Angie.

"Dad I don't want you to be mad but..." said Jaz, she was scaring me

"What's wrong sweety?" I asked

"I want to call Angie mom if that's okay with you and her" she said

I don't want Jaz to call her mom, but on the other hand it's good, but I don't know. How will Angie feel about this?

"Jaz sweety it's better if you don't" I said

"But daddy she is like my mom" she said almost crying which broke my heart into million of piece.

Angie grabbed me by my arm and took me a bit far where Jaz couldn't hear us.

"Diego let her it's fine with me" she said

"I know, but it's hard for me" I said

She hugged me.

"I know..." She said with a sigh at the end.

"But I don't wanna see her suffer" I said

"And I don't wanna see any of you suffer because....you two are like my family." Angie said

"Maybe you can tell her she can't call me mom yet until later" Angie said

"Yes maybe" I said

We both went back to Jaz. Hand in hand.

"Sweety you know I love you and I would love for you to call me mom, but not yet your dad is not ready for that and I think you aren't either" said Angie and the sweetest way possible.

That's why I love her so much she is the love of my live, I know it may be to soon to say that or even feel that, but what can I say?