Tanthony[tesssa brooks +Anthony Trujillo]

Part 32

Tessa p.o.v: I woke in Logan's arms,him hugging me. I looked up at him and he was still asleep,everything came back to me last night,I got up from the trampoline trying not to wake the boys up.

I went to the office and cry,I was physically breaking down I threw something of the side and cried, I just bent down and cried and hut the floor.  

I was getting helped up by mark,he pulled me into a hug and I just cried into his chest

Mark:you still love him don't you 

Tessa:yeah,it crushed me to see them it physically did 

Mark:I know 

We pulled apart and I went up to my room,the minute I walked in the flashback, to Anthony kicking me out and we walked in on him,I bent down and cried and screamed I didn't care if I woke anyone up

I walked to the bathroom and locked the door,I had Deep and low thoughts,I never felt so alone. I looked myself in the mirror I threw something of the counter,I bent down and cried.

I stood up,got some razor blades from the cupboard 

Jake:Tessa where are you 

I stayed silent,I opened the packet and cut next to my old scars. Every cut,a tear fell down,I cut 7 times. I washed my arm, it stung so much,I got a bandage and covered it up. I wiped my tears pulled my sleeved down and walked out the bathroom 

I flashBack came back,I bent down and cried and hit the floor,I stood up and wiped my tears. I went to see chance,because I promised to never do it again but I did

I walked into the boys room,I saw Anthony, I walked out and a tear fell down,then I saw chance come out of jakes room,I ran downstairs and bumped into Logan,I fell down and landed on the arm I cut on 

I screamed in pain,he bent down and about to pull the sleeve up,I just held it 

Logan:let me see 

Tessa:no 

He was to strong he saw the bandage, I just got up and walked to the office,Jake was in there and Logan followed me 

Logan:Tessa is that what I think it is 

Jake:is what 

Tessa:I'm sorry 

I waliked away,they both followed me and chance came down to walk with them

Jake:about what 

Tessa:oh nothing 

Logan:she has a bandage on her arm

A tear slipped jakes and chance mouths dropped I ran outside to the garden,of course Logan ran after me and picked me up. Took me to them 

Tessa:let me go 

He put me down infront of them,Jake pulled the sleeved up and saw the bandage 

Jake:please tell me you didn't 

I got out of his grip and chance grabbed me pulled me into the office,he pulled the bandage off and saw 7 new cuts 

Chance:why Tessa 

I just walked away,Jake stopped me and pulled my sleeve up 

Jake:ANTHONY DOWN HERE NOW!

Tessa:I don't want to see him

I walked of while Anthony was coming downstairs, he walked up to Jake and asked 

Anthony:what