I want to make you hate me.
I want to do the things you hate.
I want to hurt myself and hurt someone else just to hurt you.
I want to laugh and smile and stand up for myself.
I want to do all the things you hate.
Because baby I've tried hating you and you give me a reason not to.
And baby I've tried leaving you and you've drawn me back in with your smile.
So for the love of God I need you to hate.
I need you not to love me.
I need you to leave me.
Because I'm not strong enough to do this alone.
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A cry for help
PoetryJust a little poetry compilation in progress. ------••------ Trigger warning- Depression. Self harm. Suicide. Break ups. Alcohol. ------••------ All poems are my own. ------••------ The model in the photograph is Ash Bournes- the photo taken by...
