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A cry for help

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Just a little poetry compilation in progress. ------••------ Trigger warning- Depression. Self harm. Suicide. Break ups. Alcohol. ------••------ All poems are my own. ------••------ The model in the photograph is Ash Bournes- the photo taken by...

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The turning of the year

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de JJIsTrash

                                    
                                              For the past few weeks I have lived in a dream. 
Dreaming such pleasant things, things I haven't been able to imagine in the time before this year. 
                          In but a few days I must enter the real world once more. 
Leave my dreams and be. Me. 
The me who accomplished so much this past year,
The me I never thought I could be,
The me who I've never wanted to be. 
It is soon that the year turns over, 
That I must fulfil the promises I have made. Become, once again, me. 
                          And I am scared. 
Scared that I will not be able to return to my dreams,
Scared that my like has run its course,
Scared that I will be unable to accomplish anything in this coming year. 
                          I am scared to once again be me,
The me that no one ever wanted,
The me I do not want to be.