Kasal-kasalan...Ligaw-ligawan.

Chapter 13

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♪ ♫ ♪ Face to face and heart to heart ♪ ♫ ♪

We're so close, yet so far apart

I close my eyes I look away

That's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on, I stay strong

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

How long do I fantasize

Make believe that it's still alive

Imagine that I am good enough

And we can choose the ones we love

But I hold on, I stay strong

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be

Keeping secrets safe

Every move we make

Seems like no one's letting go

And it's such a shame

Cause if you feel the same

How am I supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be (pretending)

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be (pretending)

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending  ♪ ♫ ♪

Elise's POV

Lumipas pa ang mga araw at nagiging close at komportable na kami sa isa't isa ni Anthony. Although hindi naman sa point na totoo na yung relasyon namin. Kahit pa na ang sa totoo, malalim na yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya pero hindi ko pa rin kayang aminin sa kanya na mahal ko na sya, hiya ko lang di ba?

We are actually in a game of pretense, kami nagpapanggap na may relasyon at nagmamahalan, samantalang ako nagpe-pretend na walang nararamdaman sa kanya kasi natatakot akong masaktan kasi hindi rin ako sigurado sa totoong nararamdaman nya. Malay ko ba kung totoo o hindi yung mga pagiging sweet nya or maalalahanin nya or kahit pa minsan yung mga nakaw nyang halik. Hindi ko alam kasi wala naman syang sinasabi sa kung anong totoong nararamdaman nya. Ayokong mag assume at baka mapahiya lang ako. Gusto ko kung may pagtingin sya sa akin, na sya mismo ang aamin sa akin nun at hindi yung kung ano lang ang inakala ko. So eto mukha lang akong timang na nagkukunwari ng nararamdaman na ang totoo ay yun ang tunay ko talagang nararamdaman. Magulo ba? Puwes, huwag nyo ng intindihin at sasakit lang mga ulo nyo, hahaha!