I slip
I fall
I tread in waters I shouldn't
Looking back
back into the abyss
back into the mist
above
the sea of sadness
the sea of despair
the sea of self-pity
I wallow
I wade back
back into this
pain
and
suffering
because I lived once
on the other side
the grass was greener
and I remember it
so vividly
yet I know
I can't make it
I can't make it back
ever
I know the only way is forward
yet as I stand on the beach
I look back
back into the abyss
back into the mist
back into the sea
and feel the call
I feel tug
to the land
the emerald green land on the other side
of the sea
that I can't see
the end of
yet I know the way back is impossible
and ends only in despair
and drowning once more
but with finality
yet as I stand on the beach
I slip
I fall back
into the sea
and wade through the mist
knowing full well the stupidity of my actions
and I turn back to the shore
but the tug is only made stronger
every time I turn
and glance back
I feel a tug
stronger than anything else
I feel a tug
back to the past
to the land of greener grass
yet I know the hope
lest in that direction
is just the hope
of a delusion
so I turn back
and make way to the beach
the sands are soggy
the sands are solemn
the sands are slow
and the choice is made like that
the choice is made in soggy clothes
as they are soaken in tears
the choice is made in solemnity
as the consequences are grave
the choice is made slowly
as the way is sluggish treacherous and hard
yet the results are three
the path is wide
yet the distance is narrow
I have three results
I have three results
and this is one
I can wade back, and then turn back, I can wander
and live my life lost
in self-pity
in sadness
I have three results
and this is one
I can wade back
and wade till
I break
in self-pity and depression
I end
I have three results
and this is one
I can push past the sands
and into the mist
and into the mystery ahead
and into the mystery ahead what will I find
may I find a life
I may find life
may I find a love
I may find love
may I find a hope
I may find a hope
may I find a dream
I may find a dream
may I find happiness
I may find happiness
I may find happiness
so the choice must be made
yet the strength
the time
the discipline
the steadiness
must be in sync
and this shall be my struggle
till I push past the sand
past the gradient of choices
past the gradient of pain
till I push past the sand
and plunge into the next mist
and plunge into the next mystery
CZYTASZ
O' I take Emotion
Dla nastolatkówI posted these poems in the order I wrote them, thus the first, nor the last is the best. I really hope these poems make you think, and here's a sample I take a look around and I see not faces but places places were faces are hid hid behind the wome...