[ Completed ♥️ 23 August 2017 ]
#50 in Fanfics 1.6.18
•Book 1•
Imagine being forced to marry your bias, sounds spectacular doesn't it? For Kim Ji Su, being told that she was being forced into an arranged marriage with Jin, her bias in BTS, seemed...
After the phone call with Yoongi, I heard Jin leave the room and slam the door. I slowly opened the door to see if he was really gone and thankfully he was. I quickly went towards the door and locked it.
I had no idea what Yoongi and Jin talked about. All I heard were the little bits that Jin said.From that I knew it didn't go well. I hoped that Yoongi was able to clear things up, but Jin probably hung up before listening to him.
I sighed and began to think of a way to get through to him. Should I write him a letter? I wish I could just glue him to a chair and make him sit there until I explain everything to him. It would be so much easier if he stopped being such a jerk and just shut up and listened! He kept throwing hurtful words at me and making my heart hurt even more.
Was this relationship even salvageable anymore? Was there even a relationship before worth saving?
I proceeded to change out of the big dress I was wearing. I stood a second infront of the mirror admiring the dress. As my last dress of the evening for the dance with Jin, I chose a pink dress. I wanted to impress him, but it seems he didn't even notice I wore this for him. Then I looked at my face stained with tears. This was not how I imagined my wedding day would be like. I never imagined a person could be capable of hurting me over and over again like Jin has.
I quickly took a shower and changed into more comfortable clothes. I left the dress in the room, on the floor because it was too big to leave anywhere else. I sat on the bed and began to wonder what Jin was doing, or if he was still in the house. I wanted to go and check if he was ok, but I didn't feel ready to be verbally abused again, so I just sat there.
During the wedding Jin had been so gentle, had looked so happy, had smiled from ear to ear, and laughed. I loved hearing him laugh, seeing him look like he was happy he was married to me made my heart flutter a bit. I stole glances whenever I could and made sure he didn't notice. I just kept thinking that I was falling for him even though I wanted to hate him.
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A loud crashing noice broke me out of my thoughts.
Did something happen to Jin? Was he ok?
I jumped out of bed and headed to where I thought the noise was coming from. Before I could get to the source, I heard another crash. I realized the noise was coming from the kitchen.
As I ran into the kitchen to see if Jin was ok, I noticed that the crashing noise I heard was from a bottle being thrown and smashed on the floor. They were empty alcohol bottles. He was sitting at the counter drinking from another bottle.
I began to feel scared. If these bottles were empty, that means Jin drank them and must be drunk. If he is a jerk when he is sober, I don't want to imagine how he'll act when he's drunk. I slowly began to walk backwards hoping to escape before Jin saw me. I wanted to get to the room and lock myself in it. I needed to be safe.
