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"... When night would fall, I would hear him crying himself to sleep. I could tell he would sit there in the sofa, in our bedroom, and watch me until he thought I was sound asleep ... that's when he would quietly begin to sob.
He would curse himself for not having been able to get me out of bed or acknowledge his existence.
He would whisper, 'Can't you at least dream about me Ji Su? Can you at least love me in your dreams?'
This made me feel wretched for being the cause of his tears. I too would start tearing up with my eyes closed and hate myself for doing this to him. After he would fall asleep, I would sit up on the bed and look at his sleeping figure.
He looked so sad, so pitiful, sleeping on the couch. Seeing him like this made me feel more horrible and broken........"
"Things wouldn't just return to the way they were before, but I knew we could slowly transition out of this dark despair together.
I want to be his beloved wife till the end of time.
I will forever love my Sexy Beast.
No matter what."
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Fanfiction[ Completed ♥️ 23 August 2017 ] #50 in Fanfics 1.6.18 •Book 1• Imagine being forced to marry your bias, sounds spectacular doesn't it? For Kim Ji Su, being told that she was being forced into an arranged marriage with Jin, her bias in BTS, seemed...