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Brendon
My heart was racing. My head was pounding. Before I knew it, I was sobbing. I was sobbing for no reason at all, other than the fact that a girl had thanked me. A girl I don't even know. I had ran my fingers through my hair, gripping onto the black strands as I had pulled my legs up to my chest. I was shaking as I sobbed out, my tears seeming to have no end. I didn't want her to thank me for lying to her, she was so gorgeous and so goddamn fucking innocent.

I had wished I had never met her. I wanted someone to hug me, I wanted to scream out for Sarah, but I knew that she would never come. She wasn't even home. She seemed to be home less and less these days, and I knew why. It was because of me. It was because I always made everything about myself, I always drank, and I never appreciated the woman who loved me so dearly. I don't know why I couldn't have just been happy with Sarah, I really just wanted to marry one girl and be happy. Forever.

It wasn't like that.

I struggled to get up off the bed, my legs giving out from beneath me. I crashed on the ground, and just like that, I was out.

Completely.

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