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[17th august 2017]

username1: SOMEONE TELL ME WHY TF ETHAN'S DATING THIS PIG

username2: she's so ugly omggg

username3: shes so fake. put less makeup on

username4: u need more makeup. cover them pimples girl

username5: does she know what a gym is??

these were the different comments you had to wake up to. everyday. you never understood how some people were so cruel and could leave such unnecessary comments. it was a lot to handle when you and ethan started dating but you managed to get through it- with ethan's help of course. he's been through it all before and still goes through it so he knows how to overcome it.

you sighed and leaned back further into the comfortable couch. your arm was lazily on your thigh, your phone held in your hand. the rude comments were on your screen and you closed your eyes tightly, trying your best not to let a tear slip.

"y/n!" ethan yelled happily as he came running into the living room. your eyes shot open and you smiled at him instantly. your eyes were shining because of your unshed tears and ethan took notice of that. you didn't want him to know that it still upset you. you didn't want him to think that you're weak.

"yes?" you replied, looking up to him. he frowned and sat next to you.

"what's wrong? you're acting different." he said slowly, his eyes trailing down to your phone. he squinted his eyes and leaned forward as he tried to get a good look at it. knowing what he was trying to do, you pressed your phone into your chest and hid the screen from him.

"nothihg..." you mumbled, moving your hands away from him when he tried pulling the phone out of your grip. he sent you a suspicious look and gripped your hands that were holding your phone.

"what are you hiding?" he asked, pulling your hands to him. you replied by trying to pull your hands back to yourself. he tugged some more and ended up successfully pulling your phone out of your hands. his eyes scanned the screen rapidly, his face falling faster than you could imagine.

you looked down at your lap, suddenly finding them hem of your shirt very interesting. you fiddled with it, feeling ethan's gaze shift to you.

"were you just gonna hide how sad you are?" ethan asked quietly, resting his large hand on your thigh. you shrugged as you didn't know how to reply to him.

of course you didn't want to hide your sadness from your boyfriend but you also didn't want to be a burden to him.

"i-i just thought that i could... deal with it, i don't know." you said quickly, feeling his arms trail around your waist. he pulled you closer to him and you put your head against his shoulder. "i don't want to be a burden to you."

ethan felt like his heart stopped, as dramatic as it sounded. she thinks of herself as a burden to me, ethan thought. the last thing in the world that you are to ethan, is a burden. he loves you with every fibre in his body and would quite literally die for you.

"you listen to me," ethan started and forced you to face him while holding your waist. "you never have and never will be a burden to me. i love you so much and have never loved another person that much. you mean the absolute world to me, y/n. don't think otherwise. the haters are jealous of how talented and beautiful you are and how they'll never be like you."

your heart fluttered at his words and you felt your eyes tear up. no one has ever said that to you, let alone loved you the way ethan has.

"i love you." you said simply, pulling ethan into a hug. he smiled against your neck and rubbed your back soothingly. you sighed and had your chin on his shoulder, wondering how you were blessed with such an amazing guy.

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