My Crush Stories

Chapter 10: 8th grade Valentine dance DISASTER!!!

I don't really know how to start this story off but I can try to go to my first memory where it all started with him

OOHHH I KNOW one we have P.E. TOGETHER YAAAAAA

I was freaking crying inside

Gosh ok I can't think of much because it's hard to remember when I really was into this kid but I'm just gonna put some parts of what I remember of him on here and who knows maybe I'll remember more !!

Ok so every morning when I ride the bus to School and then I get off and walk to my class

Francisco would be sitting at the red bench with all his friends and he would watch me all the time

I will tell you, when you look at him he looks very intimidating but once you talk to him he's a very quite, innocent looking kid - HAHAAA I thought!!

So sometime around a couple month's he knows that I like him and I have NO idea if he likes me

But I will have to tell you this amazing story and your gonna freaking laugh and cry maybe and cringe but here it goes......[sighs] I really don't wanna do this

So its the valentines dance at out school and kids go and dance with their friends and couples or whatever

So I'm standing in line waiting for my turn to pay and I see Francisco and his friends all laughing and hanging out together

I realize he's not coming to the dance cause first someone told me he's not and second he's not even in line

So I pay and I run in to meet up with my friends and we eat some candy and junk food

Bad mistake

So I'm sitting at one of the tables and I'm finishing my chocolate bar

I eat the last piece and crumbled the wrapper and looked around for a trash can

Found it!!

I walked over and I STOPPED I couldn't breath he's standing right in front of me

NO!! He can't be here!!!

He stood with his friends and talked an laughed and I knew he could see me but he made a hell of an effort to ignore the fact that I'm standing there

I quickly threw it away and ran to my friends telling them about it

So later on in this story I was sitting with my friend on the bench and a love song came on, I sat and watched as the couple's got together and continued dancing  I started talking to her (my friend)

Me: awww I wish I could dance with him

Friend: awww

Me: and he'll hold me tight and whisper cute things in my ear and make me smile

Friend: then why don't you ask him?

I litterly freaked out

Me: ask him what?!?!

Friend: If he wants to dance with you

Me: oh no no no

Friend: it will be fine

My heart raced I couldn't do this go
up to my crush and ask him to dance that was to me like jumping out of plane and skydive

It was CRAZY!!!

Me: No

Friend: then I'll ask

Me: No

She finally said ok after a minute or so arguing with her