Chapter 12: part 2 of my brothers best friend

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I'm starting to miss him, he's been gone only for a day but it feels like a week

I left and saw him sitting at a table of group of boys

He was looking at his phone until I walked up to his table

It seems he looked surprised, I held sweatshirt in my hand

I can still smell his home on it

He waved it toward him and I tossed it to him and walked over to sit with him to his company

I didn't get butterflies not excitement I just felt like I cared for him

"I'm so tired"

He groaned and began stretching

"Then come here"

What the hell no I didn't say that my brain said it

I wanted to so bad kiss his head and cuddle under his arm with his head resting on my shoulder but I didn't do it

"Same"

He looked back at his phone and went on ig "

He looked at me to see I was bored until he shut it off and packed up his sweatshirt I thought he was gonna leave but he sat back down and continued packing

I helped him

Finally He zipped up his bag and stood up

I asked what class he had and he Finley spoke from our awkward silence

We walked off to go in the crowd of people when I followed and told him I was going to my class now

It wasn't time to leave

Every footstep was slower than the last one hoping he'd yell for name tell me to wait or he would tug on my hand to slow me down

But he didn't

I don't why I have these feelings for someone

It's different than how I've ever liked someone

I think it might be because........I don't know his personality but -

It's just weird

Someone please tell me what it means cause I don't know these weird feelings that I've never felt before

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