Raised by the Hara 💞

Do you want to start YouTube?

Bethany's POV
Ok so I've had my own YouTube channel now for a while. It's called MusicToBethsEars. The only person that knows about!y channel is josh. I can tell him anything.

---earlier the next day---
I was in my bedroom and I was singing whilst the boys were practicing down stairs. I was singing higher by the vamps:

Does it hit like a bullet my darling
Whenever you hear that song?
Does it take you a moment to realize
All that you knew is gone?

Does it feel like the seconds are hours?
Has the clock frozen in time?
Do you tell everyone whose around you
That love ruins you heart with its lies
Do you wait until you can pretend
You're okay and it starts again

If everything's changing I need you to know
That the hardest decision
Was letting you go
Searching for moments that we shared before

When you took me higher higher
You took me higher higher
You took me higher higher

One hundred and sixty-eight hours
Since I stepped off that train
For the questions
I don't have the answer
Nothing I feel is the same
No nothing is left I'm to blame

If everything's changing I need you to know
That the hardest decision
Was letting you go
Searching for moments
That we shared before

I clang to the memory how you came to me
Counting the hours like I watched you sleep
No nothing else matters like you did for me

When you took me higher higher
You took me higher higher
You took me higher higher

And I switch off burn out
Give up I shout out
All of the days became one
And I walk home alone
I hide away from my phone
Nothing is right now you're gone

If everything's changing I need you to know
That the hardest decision
Was letting you go
Searching for moments that we shared before
I clang to the memory how you came to me
I'm counting the hours like I watched you sleep
No nothing else matters like you did for me

When you took me higher higher
You took me higher higher
You took me higher higher

I finished singing that song and I started to write my own song and started singing it

Sometimes, I see you
A face in the crowd.
Walking through my dreams.
Calling out loud
Sometimes I forget that you've left me.
I wake up to the sunshine on a cold crying day.

You say that you'll be around
You tell me about the love you've found.
You said that you'd free me but baby please don't leave me alone and with a brokenheart.

Sometimes I hold you but only in my dreams
I wake up and you're gone
Sometimes I follow down the path
Following you footsteps
Please never go away.

You say that you'll be around
You tell me about the love you've found.
You said that you'd free me but baby please don't leave me alone and with a brokenheart.

Sometimes I hear you
Laughing down the hall.
But I always know that I can't see you
You're not there at All. Sometimes I hold you
Kiss your sleeping head
But only in my dreams.

You say that you'll be around
You tell me about the love you've found.
You said that you'd free me but baby please don't leave me alone and with a brokenheart.

You said you'll always be around. Yeah, you said you'll always be around. But I know...that your gone.

(This is actually my own song what do you think?)

Just as I finished singing my own song, I heard clapping by my bedroom door. I quickly turned around and saw that Jack Josh and Zack were stood there listening to me. Oh god I thought.
"Poppet that was really good. Have you ever considered starting YouTube" Jack asked. "I actually already have one. I collaborated with josh. Only he knew I started one.". Josh replied "she has over 5 million subscribers". Jack looked liked he wanted to cry. "Why didn't you tell me? That's amazing poppet what's it called." I said"it's called MusicToBethsEars." We talked for a bit more and they said that I should try and get that song published and become a singer so I can go on tour with them and do my own tours one day. That's crazy. Isn't it?