whats going on!?

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James pov
Today me and the lads and Kristie are going the haras flat (bronnie and Roadtrip were there as well). it's going to be so awkward with kristie being there with Beth. Im dating kristie i shouldnt have feelings for Beth but lately ive been closer to Beth. She trusts me alot and i respect her for that. It shouldnt be like this we were supposed to be getting married soon
Me and her got together 3 years ago. I shouldnt like Bethany.

****timeskip*****
Everyone else was in the living room talking about tours and new music. Beth was in the kitchen making snacks. She looked so pretty from behind. He hair shone. Wow im in love!! She must have thought i was josh without realising because she turned around and kissed me. Wow i liked that. She pulled away and said "Fuck i thought you were josh. I-im s-s-sorry" she said. "hey dont worry about it i wont tell if you dont tell anyone about this" I said. I kissed her again but this time more passionately. She seemed like she enjoyed it. I pushed her against the wall trying not to make any noise as everyone was in the room opposite. It was turning into a makeout session. She wrapped her legs around me and we looked like this:

  She wrapped her legs around me and we looked like this:

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I didnt want it to end. It felt so right but i knew it was so wrong...

Jacks pov
Beth has been preparing the food for a while and James has been gone for a bit too. Something seemed off. "im just going to see if poppets okay" I said to everyone. I walked to the kitchen door which was closed. I pressed my ear against it and i was shocked at what i heard. I heard heavy breathing and the sound of kissing. Wtf was she doing to the food. I walked in. "WTF ARE YOU DOING?!" I shouted. "everything okay Jack" Josh shouted. "yh dont worry". I shut the door behind me so Josh didnt hear what was going on.
Jack- are you two out of your mind!? Beth i thought you would be the one getting hurt by josh not the other way around. Im so dissapointed in you.

And with that i walked out so ashamed to call her my sister.

Beth pov
That what happened with me and James wasnt supposed to happen. It was a mistake. I have slight feelings for James but i love josh a hell of alot he is my rock, my world, my everything. I know i have ruined everything. But with James, that make out session made me feel something ive never felt before. When Jack walked in, I froze and jumped off James. He still had me Against the wall and i pushed him away. Jack was so disspointed. I could see the pain and anger in his eyes. He called me 'beth' he hasnt called me that since i was little. Hes always called me Poppet and so i know he is ashamed of me. Wtf was going on in my head. I started crying when he walked out and James hugged me. Dont get me wrong, i know he was only comforting me but i had to get out. I got out of the hug cried and stormed out the front door and ran away as far as possible. As i ran past the living room i heard josh asking if i was okay but i ignored him and ran off. I cant go back there. What have i done?!

**Authors Note **
Hey guys
Im sorry that i haven't uploaded yet this month. Just been busy with family stuff but im back now. Thank you for 2.06k reads. Not gonna lie i didn't think i would get that many because this is a pretty rubbish fanfic but im so grateful for each and everyone one of you. Thank you 💓
-Rhi x

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