Weightless (Jalex)

Bring Me To Life...

I paced around my room, shit shit shit, I gotta tell Jack, I just have to-I mean what kind of friend would I be if I didn't?

He wasn't in his room, so where could he even be?

I mentally slapped myself, shaking my head.

"Well duh Alex! Obviously the stages! You me at six were performing tonight!" I spoke to myself. I'm so fucking stupid!

I sat on the bed in silence, thinking, what would Jack think when I told him? Would he believe me? Or would he just kick me to the side, ignore me and carry on with Josh?

But..

My phone ringing startled me from my thoughts, I checked the caller ID to see Jacks name. Oh thank fucking god!

"Hey Jack! I was meaning to call you! Where the fu-"

"It's NOT Jack." A raspy voice cut me off.

"Who is this?" I asked, a little shocked, Jack never leaves his phone lying around.

"It's-It's Josh."

"What do you want? And can't you call from your own phone?"

"I don't have your number and this is urgent. Its Jack."

I tensed up on the mention of Jacks name.

"What did you do?" I demanded.

Anger bubbling up inside me.

I suddenly felt overprotective over him. Because hes my friend.

'Because you love him' Thoughts at the back of my head echoed. But I shrugged it off.

"Oli k-kissed me on stage-he-he-"

I cut him off.

"You fucking dickhead! Argh, where is he?" I yelled into the reciever.

"I dont know! He ran off! I doubt hes at the hotel though thats for sure!" Josh replied, a little louder than necessary.

I hung up the phone and sat on the bed, head in my hands.

"Alex!" Zacky chirped, walking in, swirling his muscular arms around the back of my neck, kissing my lips. I kissed back, but it just didn't feel the same. So I pulled away.

"Hey-whats wrong?" He asked, concerned.

"Jacks ran off. He saw Oliver and Josh kiss on stage."

Zacky scoffed, not taking it as a big deal. "Aw come on, he'll be fine, no worries." Leaning in to kiss me again.

I pushed him away.

"No dude! He's had his heart broken way too many times! By me! By you and now Josh! Hes on fucking drugs and you're acting like its not a big deal?!" I exploded, letting out rage inside me.

"He'll be fine! He's probably gone for a drink, he'll come home drunk with some guy and everyone will be happy again. Geez al!" Zacky breathed.

"I'm going to find him." I demanded, standing up.

"Just leave him Alex!"

"How could you be so fucking selfish?" I roared, slipping on my jacket.

"You're the one being fucking selfish Alex. Think about us for once instead of that emo man-whore who cries and causes a drama all the fucking time."

"Screw you Zacky. We're over." I gritted my teeth and walked out, slamming the door shut loudly behind me.

How the hell could he say such a thing?