oreo // lashton

i miss you.

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness 

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted 

Webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight

Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already 

The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already 

The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

I Miss You ~ Blink-182

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Luke's POV

We gave up on band practice about an hour ago. It didn't seem natural to have practice on a day that's not Friday. We're making a video for YouTube, but I can't stand it.

The song reminded me too much of Ashton.

 (I miss you, I miss you)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare

The shadow in the background of the morgue

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want 

Where you can always find me

We'll have Halloween on Christmas

And in the night we'll wish this never ends

We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)

(I miss you, I miss you)

I listened as Calum sang, strumming on my guitar. Ashton was like an angel, but didn't see it. He was trapped in a darkness. I wished it never ended. 

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness 

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted 

Webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight

Stop this pain tonight

I sang my part, trying not to burst into tears. Where is his mind and where was my apology? I just said fucking "okay." What's wrong with me? Is this why I can't sleep? I need him and he needs me. Forever and always, right? He's depressed and it just haunts him. It just eats away at him. He called me and it ended. I almost called back. We just need all this pain to stop.