"Lālasāmayī - desiring some perfectional stage. This desiring some perfectional stage in spiritual life is not sense gratification. When one realizes something of his/her constitutional relationship with God, he/she understands his/her original posi...
I was craving Eagerly waiting For something very soothing That can be a blissful feeling I pined for unlimited shower of love That I wasn't deserving
And now that I've got exactly that Away I'm running Behind the thick walls of mind I'm hiding I'm not even trying To touch the eternal love so soothing
I know I've to start crawling Towards what I was desiring Towards Him as fast as I can With every faith and strength that I was having
Oh I'm so unfortunate I'm still not deserving But somehow I'm here, With real eyes I'm seeing The transcendence I'm feeling
His divine association I'm having Through His holy name chanting And yet, I'm falling And yet away I'm running Away from Him, Again the same mistakes I'm repeating, Its just because I'm not surrendering Unto the names I'm chanting.
But you know? He is still waiting Eagerly within our hearts Full of transcendental anxiety, And He is yearning since eternity For sharing That unlimited love That I was always seeking For that I was always waiting For that I was always yearning But I just got a handful of suffering And I'm painfully crying I'm ignorantly ignoring His divine calling.
Oh I'm so unfortunate I just wish for sight so enlightening To see His beloveds Binding Him in eternity of loving Relationship, I just wish for a heart so trembling That is suffering In pain, in separation, From His Lotus feet, So much that its always finding Ways of breaking free Ways for trying Ways for leaving And finally searching For the one I've always been yearning Waiting
I just wish for the divine blessings To finally hear His divine calling.
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