"Lālasāmayī - desiring some perfectional stage. This desiring some perfectional stage in spiritual life is not sense gratification. When one realizes something of his/her constitutional relationship with God, he/she understands his/her original posi...
O Madhusudhana! What do I do? I'm stuck inside this empty vessel Surrounded by desires and troubles These are causing me great hassle These are causing me to think only about them But I want You to be my world! When will I stop focusing on them? When will I think about You all the time? Please kill these demons from my heart That torture me through evil designs.
O Madhusudhana! I feel like a helpless ant in a sea Trying to swim my way out! Sharks and fishes that are attacking me! And You're the only shelter I know of! There I seek out to You, I tried fighting it off But now I know only You're the killer of demons I'm just a small spark of Your Lotus Feet! I give up trying I know I cannot defeat them But You can, maybe You want me to take shelter of You Maybe that's why You're still watching! But now I don't know what to do For everything I tried, Such demons make my mind disturbed But it is me who invited them, It is me who made them wild! For I have take shelter of Your lotus Feet! I wish I could really do this though, I simply say these words, I never work in practicals.
O Madhusudhana! I seek out to You! For I don't know how to do it, For I cannot even breath without taking Your help; How can I overcome these demons inside me? Maybe I'm not attached to You Maybe I'm not in love with You Maybe I'm not even eligible to be Your servant Maybe I only love my past and future Maybe that's why I don't focus on You at present.
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