i'm looking for something to fill me up because these calories just aren't enough. they don't replace love or suppress my other feelings, and bringing all those calories back up my throat doesn't do any better. it just leaves more tears and rips in my soul; they're nothing gorilla glue could fix. even a few doses of niquil will not take the emptiness away. it'll just make you more lost into your mind, and when i wake up from that terrible nightmare, i'll cry, for it did not feel like a new start. it only felt like another reminder of all that space, completely empty.
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