this is real life? >jg<

Joey dont do this.

chapter 6:

//JOEY

i heard someone in the house calling my name but i didn't care i didn't need to live anymore if my mom is gone the pain would just go away if i killed myself

i was sitting in the bathroom i stood up so i could see myself in the mirror i looked horrible i had puffy red eyes from all the crying i got a call from the doctor this morning say that my mom has past away

i sat back down on floor and was looking at the big knife i wanted to stab myself i didn't want to live anymore

right when i lifted my hand with the knife tears were once again falling down my face

i heard footsteps

it was now or never.

i was just about to stab myself i saw the door slam open it was Liana.

"don't do this joey." she said walking towards me

"LEAVE ME ALONE LIANA" i yelled

"joey please i need you."

"SHUT UP LIANA!" i said yelling looking at the knife

she started walking towards me she took the knife out of my hand she set in on the sink counter

i started to cry

she comforted me by hugging me

she was saying that it was okay but it surly wasn't

i cried even harder

after a while we were in my room sitting down on my bed, i explained to her why i was crying she felt so bad for me

FLASHBACK TO MORNING

i woke up and went downstairs to cook my eggs i knew sawyer wasn't home we went to film something early today when i took the pan out and set it on the stove i heard my phone go off

it was the doctor

me: hello?

doctor: yes is this Mr.Graceffa

me: yes how may i help you?

doctor: well I'm afraid to tell you that your mother has past away his morning

i could feel the tears coming down my face i took the phone out of my ear and waited till i calmed down cause i couldn't even speak

i heard the doctor question through the phone

doctor: hello are you still there Mr.Graceffa?

i took a deep breath

me: yes sorry thanks for calling

doctor: your welcome have a great day

me: ok bye

doctor: bye

once the doctor ended the call i set down my phone and slid down and sat on the floor with my knees against my chest crying

atter a couple of hours i checked the time 7:45pm i saw that i got 3 missed calls from LIANA!

but i didnt care anymore

i walked around the house thinking i got angry all of the sudden i threw everything to the ground chairs, tables, ect.

i had a thought in my head

to be with your mom you have to end your life

i walked into the kitchen i went through the drawer

i found a big knife i said to myself

"mother im coming"

i went up to my room locked it and went into the bathroom i set the knife down i washed my face so knew this was real

i thought to myself

"is this a dream?"

i dried my face

it was real life.