this is real life? >jg<

i cant believe my eyes

chapter 15:

i put on an oversized hoodie to hide my scars

i walked down the stairs to Callie

sitting on the couch

possibly texting "her guyfriends"

i mean she does that 24/7

i sat next to her staring at her

for i have to say a long time

i looked away and sighed and stood up

"are you okay?"

i flinched and turned around

"you fucking scared me"

"well sorry but answer?"

"eh i cant say im okay but im alright"

"cause i heard lots of yelling and shutting of doors"

i rolled my eyes

and walked towards the kitchen

"joey" i mumbled under my breath

"want to get something to eat"

"uh sure where?"

"ihop?" she asked

"why not"

i said walking up the stairs

i went into the bathroom

i stripped out of my clothes and turned on the shower

as the cold water hit my fragile body

deep thought were coming and going

i know its weird but the shower is really the place that gets me thinking

well besides my room (sometimes)

after my shower

i stepped into my room..

and callie sitting in the middle of the room staring at me

"what?" i said looking around

"theres something your hiding"

"what do you mean i have nothing to hide!" i lied

"did you really think i would believe you when you said you 'fell'?"

"because it actually happened" another lie

"so, what happened between you and joeys break up"

"nothing really"

"then what was the yelling"

"okay you know what callie maybe me and joey were moving too fast!"

i was shocked because it was true..

"well im here for you" she said patting my back

"you know callie i never get you i mean first your screaming at me telling i lied and then being nice and telling me your there"

"i dont know its kind of just me" she said shrugging her shoulders

"okay well ket me change and then well leave"

"alright i wait for you outside"

"bye!" i said while shutting the door behind her

i quickly changed into ripped jean shorts and an oversized white sweater

i grabbed my side purse and raced down the stairs to Callie's car

i entered her car and we were on our way

we spent the car ride blasting music and dancing and singing at the top of our lungs

i mean just because i have the worst life doesnt mean i should waste a good time right?

you wouldn't believe who i saw at IHOP...