I wake up the next morning with a horrible head ache.
"Are you ok?" brad kisses my forehead
"Uhh I'm not too good but I'll live" I smile
"Haha love you but I have to go now i'll see you later" brad disappears and I suddenly feel so lonely without him. I think I'm in love with that curly haired wide eyed boy from Birmingham.
I get up and pull my hair back. I check my twitter feed.
@lucylola245: @thevampsbrad love you my one and only can't wait to see you later 😉
What is that crazy girl on about? brads going to be in the studio with the boys not with her, probably just another crazy fan.
I go to the small showers in the back of the bus and start washing my hair. Brad does love me, right? he wouldn't say 'love you' if he loved another girl, would he? GRRR I hate not knowing.
I walk out of the showers and Connor pops up
"CONNOR WTF GO AWAY AHH" I scream because I don't have my towel on yet
"I'm so sorry oh gosh uhh" Connor runs away.
I grab my towel and run to my room to get ready. I put on my new denim high wasted shorts and a white floral patterned crop tee with some white converses. I put on my every day make up but instead of lip balm I put dramatic RED lipstick just to get Brads attention more. I look in the mirror at my reflection. I remember in year 6 of primary school when a girl said I was fat so ever since I've been trying to loose weight. a few years ago this girl calls me skinny. I can never win! Now I'm more fat then skinny but brad says I'm perfect so I just carry on with my usual diet.
I text brad
"Hey baby how is the songs going on? xxx" from me
"What songs?" from brad
"The songs your recording?" from me
"I'm not recording any songs" from brad
"I thought u were at the recording studio" from me
"I'm at the park" from brad
"What? so you lied to me?" from me
"What? I never said what oh about that I uh went to the park first u know to get some air" from brad
No reply.
I'm so going to see where he is!
I walk out of the bus and follow all the signs that say "PARK" until I see a few swings and a roundabout. I hear giggling and a rustle in the bushes. probably kids.
I ring brad. suddenly I hear the phone go of in the bushes. I walk towards them and find brad and this girl kissing
"BRAD?" I scream
"POPPY WHAT WHO UHGHGG BABY DON'T GO IM SORRY" brad runs after me but this time I'm not going to forgive him.
"Me and Lucy we are NOTHING but me and -"
"Lucy?" I say
"Is that her name?" I say through tears remembering the tweet from @lucylola245
"Yeah" brad looks at the ground
"You look beautiful today" he looks at me
"don't just no please" I run towards the bus
As I walk into the bus everyone stares at me with my black mascara stained eyes and red lipstick smeared across my wet tearful face.
Connor grabs my arm and leads me to his room
"Poppy are you ok?" He hugs me
"It's brad"
"As always" Connor lifts my head up
"He has done many bad things and he's hurt you... badly but he really does love you" Connor tries to make me feel better but I'm never going to forgive him
"He has a funny way of showing that he loves me" I look at Connor
"Yeah I guess but promise me one thing" Connor says
"Anything?"
"Never say never to brad" Connor walks out the room. what did that mean?
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Smile for me - A Bradley will simpson fanfic
Fanfiction18 year old Poppy and 18 year old Brad have been best friends since birth. At 15 they became boyfriend and girlfriend but when Brad became lead singer of pop sensation 'The Vamps' they had to separate, when they meet up one sunny afternoon things be...
