It's been a week since the accident and I call Brad everyday to see if he's ok. I'm back at home and the mini tour is canceled and the release of the album is delayed for a few months until we find someone to replace Dean.
My parents said I'm never aloud to tour with brad again because it could've been me dead not dean, I do see why they're doing it but I wish they didn't because soon brad will be leaving me for music and i know that day will come. I text brad
"Hey baby how are you, have you been taking your medicine?" From me
"I'm fine honestly and Dw my mum has been making me take them I'm OK. so how about you? are you practicing for your final? " from brad
"I'm just worried about you babe. and yes I have been practicing but every time I try to concentrate on my work I picture your face smiling down at me and I get distracted :/" from me
"Fine them I will have to come round and help ya" from brad
I keep texting him but he won't reply, he's probably already on his way.
About 20 mins later there's a knock on my door.
I open it to find brad smiling at me.
"Mum brads coming round to help me with homework" I shout up to my mum
"Ok" my mum shouts back.
"Why are you in your pjs?" Asks brad
"Why not? Its a free world" I say annoyed he even asked that question.
"No wonder you can't concentrate your still tired, take a shower I'll stay here" brad says
"You think it'll help?" I ask
"Sure" he replies
And with that I grab a towel, my turquoise tank top, black shorts, white sandals and my make up bag.
I take a quick shower with shampoo and conditioner. after I put my clothes on and my make up bag doing my usual make up routine of gold shadow, black cat-eye eye liner, bronzer, mascara and a change of sugar pink lips.
I walk towards my room to find brad on his phone.
"C'mon we're meant to be studying" I nag
"Hmmm" he says obviously not listening.
"BRAD" I shout
"Woah yeah?" his head flings up
"Nothing" I say smiling
"We should start to study" I say again
"Uhh sure" he says looking tired out before we've even done anything.
"You don't have to do this you know" I say
"No I'm here now" he says and we work on my carpet.
***
A few hours later we're so bored of studying brads poking himself with a pencil.
"Lets finish here and go to the park near my house its an OK park and it's quite quiet" I say
"Yeah that sounds fun!" says brad
I pick my week-old iPhone up and scroll trough twitter.
There's a new tweet from brad.
@thevampsbrad: with @poppylee who can make something like studying fun ly x
Suddenly I get loads of tweets from people some friends some Vampettes some haters.
I tweet back
@poppylee: hanging out with @thevampsbrad besties for life x
I don't want things to get more complicated in life so i put rumours to rest.
@poppylee: me and @thevampsbrad aren't together just friends JUST friends.
"Why did you say that?" asks brad
"Because I don't want all these rumours going around and I don't need hate from your fans right now I'm busy and I just don't want to shout about it right now" I say using a title of one of his songs to make him smile.
"Oh yeah ok sure I'm sorry" brad says sadly
"C'mon lets go to the park" I say
And we walk out of my house our hands intwined towards the park.
We talk about random stuff for 5 minutes but then we're finally there.
Brad runs straight to the swings and swings high whilst I swing slowly as I got a new notification on twitter.
@bradisminenow23919: just saw my lovely brad with an ugly bitch called @poppylee why doesn't she just kill herself! 😡 pic/twitter//273620
I re-read the tweet over and over again until a single tear runs down my face and I wipe it away quickly.
"Everything alright babe?" asks brad
"Can you stop calling me that someone will hear" I snap meanly
"Oh I'm sorry" brad stops swinging.
"I just remembered I have guitar practice sorry" I get up and start to leave
"How about I teach you?" asks brad
"No it's fine really" I say running away
"No poppy wait" brad stops me
"What do you want?" I ask
"What's wrong? if you won't tell me at least let me teach you guitar because I hate seeing you upset and when you hide things from me I love you and that's all I really know" says brad
I burst into tears at brads kindness.
"I'm so sorry did I upset you?" asks brad holding me in his arms.
"No no it's not you well it's your kindness for me who doesn't deserve this or you" I say
"You mean I dont deserve you," brad says "now tell me what's wrong"
I show him the tweet.
"Oh poppy, I'm really sorry this is horrible I understand why you want this to be a secret please ignore these horrible people your better than them" brad says
"No I'm not I'm an ugly bitch who should kill herself" I say through tears
"Don't you even go there don't you dare, your fantastic your incredible dont ever harm yourself for others your beautiful and I'm so lucky to be your boyfriend" brad kisses his soft lips against mine sends a shiver down my spine.
"Together we'll get through this" he whispers and then picks up his phone.
I notice he's on twitter then he's typing. Soon enough I get a notification.
@thevampsbrad: me and @poppylee are officially together and anyone I mean ANYONE who gives her hate has to answer to me first. got that?
I smile. and tweet.
@poppylee: thank you babe.
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Smile for me - A Bradley will simpson fanfic
Fanfiction18 year old Poppy and 18 year old Brad have been best friends since birth. At 15 they became boyfriend and girlfriend but when Brad became lead singer of pop sensation 'The Vamps' they had to separate, when they meet up one sunny afternoon things be...
