"Omg what am I gonna do?" I say running my hands through my hair.
"You'll be fine" Paige says looking down to the floor.
"FINE? I FLIPPING WON'T BE FINE I AM HAVING A BABY I AM GIVING BIRTH TO A CHILD!" I scream
"Will you consider an abortion?" she says timidly
"An abortion is like murder! no way am I doing that!" I say
"Call brad that's the first thing you should do" says Paige.
"No... first I'm going to the doctors to double check" I say grabbing my bag and rushing to my local doctors.
10 mins later me and Paige arrive at the doctors flustered and distressed.
"Hello can I help you?" asks the lady at reception.
"I think I'm pregnant" I say
"Oh. follow me" and she leads me to a room labeled 'pregnancy room'
"Thank you" I say and I walk into a weird smelling room.
"Hello I'm doctor Emma what's your name?" she asks
"Poppy. poppy lee" I mumble
"And may I ask your age poppy?" she says
"Uhh. 19 well nearly" I say
"We need to know your exact age" she says
"18"
"So how can I help?" she asks
"I think I'm pregnant" I say.
"Oh ok. can I ask to take a blood sample to make sure you are or are not pregnant" she gestures to the needles
I wince at the sight but nod my head.
A few minutes later she has the results.
"Ok the results are..." she says opening the envelope. "you... ARE pregnant, congratulations" she says but I'm feeling nothing near celebrating.
"Shit," I say "sorry"
"It's okay. I understand if it's not the news you were hoping for, maybe you could consider-" she says but I interrupt
"No I'm fine I should go thank you for your help" I say rushing through the door and as soon as we get out I burst into floods of tears.
"Don't worry poppy you will make it through this i know you will" Paige hugs me
"Call brad?" she says and I get my phone from my pocket. I call him:
"*sniff* hey brad" I say
"What's wrong babe?" He asks in a worried tone.
"I need to tell you something" I say and I start crying again.
"Poppy what is it?" he asks
"I'm... pregnant" I say and I start crying heavily.
"Oh god" he says and he takes a deep breathe in.
"And I'm not killing it," I say "But I don't want it either"
"We need to meet up. my house ASAP" he says and hangs up.
"So...?" Asks Paige
"He's not happy, he wants to talk at his house" I say
"Come on pops he loves you he won't end it because of this. it's more likely to pull you together" she says hugging me
"You're right. I should go" I say and we part.
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I knock on brads door to see a very stressed out looking brad.
"Oh poppy" he says and I run into his arms and cry.
A few minutes later we are sitting in his room in silence.
"When did you find out?" he asks
"My stomach starting hurting and I was sick this morning so I called Paige to get a pregnancy kit then we found out, but to make sure we went to the doctors 30 minutes ago" I say.
"If you don't want to kill it what are we gonna do? I'm always away and you can't look after it" he says
"You're not suggesting..." I say
"I don't know" he says and he holds my hands
"Maybe it will be the answer" he says
"I'm not putting my child up for adoption" I say
"How are you going to cope. you're 18 years old" he tells me
"People have children younger and they cope" I say
"But you won't. i know you poppy, you're just a little kid you get excited if you see a Disney shop and you still like to watch 'in the night garden' you can't look after a baby if you still are one" he tells me
"I like 'in the night garden' because its cute... I guess you have a point though" I sigh
"But giving it away will be horrible, seeing our child be looked after by random people" I say
"But wouldn't it be the right thing to do?" he asks
"Yes it would. it would be right for everyone" I say
"And then we can go on as if this whole thing never happened" brad kisses me.
"Yes" I sigh
"I don't love you any less now poppy" he says and we move closer together.
I wrap my hands around his neck and his arms slide round my waist and we start making out.
His lips soft, moving in synch with mine. then we hug and I cry more.
Who knew this is what was going to happen with my life?
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A/N:
Hope you've enjoyed this chapter full of tears!
Just want to say HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BRAD!!! ILY!
-Maddy💕
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