Now me and Con are sharing a room and I honestly feel sorry for him because every night I talk about how much Brad is horrible and how I wish I was never with him and I keep moaning till 2am until I get tired.
Brad won't stop texting me saying things like "sorry" or "miss you" if he really missed me why did he do it? I blocked his number last night so he can't text me anymore, I can't help but miss him texting me at night things like "night love" and "I can't wait to see your beautiful face tomorrow" it's cheesy and i know that but at the same time it's cute and caring and he says he always thinks about me, that he can't get me out of his head. he said he wrote a song about me that he wants to add to the album, I really want to hear it but... I can't and if I did i would be letting him win and he will get away with it definitely not happening.
"You should really talk to Brad" tris suggests or pushes.
"No" I look down at the bus floor
"You two, you were in love and it was beautiful dont throw it away now, if you leave him your letting that 'Lucy' girl win" says James
I start crying
"Oh James I miss him I love him so much he's all I ever think about, he's everything to me but I can't because he hurt me so badly" I cry into James shoulder.
"And I'm sorry about that" a voice comes from the door. I look up to see brad with red eyes.
I blush because he just heard everything I just said.
"You been crying mate?" asks Connor
"Maybe, but it's only because I think I've just lost the love of my life just because of my stupid mistake" brad locks his eyes in mine and I melt.
"I don't think you have lost the love of your life" I say
"Really?" brads face lights up
"Yeah really because Lucy's waiting for you go to her" I snap
"What? I hate her she has ruined everything why would I want her, I want YOU" brad comes closer
"If you loved me you would have never kissed her" and with that I run to my room, well me and conner's shared bus tour room.
I was so close to letting him back in my life, so close to saying yes. but I couldn't, what if he does this again like seriously if I say yes to him I will be so careful with him like if I see him with another girl i'll go on a rampage even if their just mates. I burn a picture of me and brad. no definitely not me and brad we're history, yes it was nice when it lasted but now pff we are nothing.
I unblock brads number and text him.
"I need to put you straight, me and you it's never going to work" from me
"It could if we just tried a bit" from brad
"Yeah but if I even saw you with another girl I'd jump to conclusions and I don't want to live like that" from me
"I see" from brad
"So are you ok with it?" from me
"Even if it takes me forever I'm willing to wait that long, wait that long for you" from brad
"You just won't give up will you?" From me
"Never." from brad
I turn of my phone and stare into space.
"Remember the promise you made?" Connor suddenly enters the room
"I never agreed to anything" I say"
"But you love him, and he'll make you happy and I know that" he says
"You don't know anything con listen me and hi-" he cuts me of
"Just stop, stop stop stop, all your thinking about is the negatives what about the positives like the laughs and tears you shared and the episodes of new girl you watched"
I laugh
"I remember" I whisper
"Please just give him another go, for me" says Connor and he leaves
Shall I? he's only going to hurt me more... right? I really don't know I want to but something's pulling me back telling me not too. but I ignore it and go to brads room.
"Brad you in here?" I ask
"Yeah"
I open the door to see brad on his iPhone.
"Anything wrong?" he asks
"Forget everything I've texted you" I say
"Woah what?" he says
"Ok so I've been thinking... a lot and I just can't let go of this... of us... of you." I stop and brad gets up
"So are you giving us another try?" Asks brad
"I guess I am" I say
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A/N
Hey guys Maddy here, first I'm going to be starting doing the texting and calling on phones in italics :) also if you like my story's please vote for them and comment nice things because that would mean the world to me thank you 💕
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