Forbidden Love/ Fack/ Jyatt (Book 1) FINISHED

23- Dilemmas & Letters

JAEDEN's P.O.V.
After christmas, I realize I really need to stay away from the Losers for a while.
That's a horrible decision to make, but I'm getting to involved with them and Gavin is getting worse and even though I know I should to be there for Jack, it makes me feel terrible. Whenever I read, talk, or listen something about him, all I think about is Gavin.
But I can't stay home, because I think about Jack's dad too, so I call my bestie, Mads
- Jay-Jay! How are you?
- Madsss! I miss you!
- I miss you toooo! Wanna go out?
- Actually, yeah
- Seriously?
- Yeah. I mean, I'm bored, and we haven't seen each other for a long time
- Awesome. I'm going to a Carnival tomorrow night. For New Years Eve.
- Where?
- The Hamptons
- Oh. That's... fancy. I was thinking about going to the traditional one, you know... the one in California
- But we went to that one last year!
- It's a classic, Mads
- Well, I'm going to The Hamptons with Lilia and Jack. If you wanna come, you're invited
- Wait. Lilia? Buckingham?
- Yeah. The same Lilia you were in love with two years
- Lil.
- Oh sorry. Didn't know you got a nickname for her
- How is she? We haven't talked in ages
- She's... as cute as always
I start laughing
- No, I know that. I meant...
- I was just messing with you but aw! You said you knew she's cute
- She is! Everyone knows that
- Romantic Alert! Are you still in love with her?
- What!? No! I'm so not in love with Lilia
I blush
- Are you sure?
- Yeah. I'm not exactly single
- YOU'RE NOT!?- she almost screams
- I don't know
- What do you mean?
- It's complicated
- Who is it? Sophia?
- No.
- Oh. That would be cute
- We're just friends, Mads. Get over it
- You suck!
I laugh
- So who is it?
- It's no one. Just ignore what I said.
- Oh, C'mon!
- You're never gonna guess who it is anyway.
- Why? Is it a boy?- she starts laughing and I turn as red as a strawberry
- N- n- no.
Wait, what!? YES IT IS. Why did I even say NO?
- Who is it then?
- Can I take Wyatt to the Carnival?- I change subjects
- Oleff? Of course. He's adorable. Want me to take another one of my besties for him?
- NO!- I scream
- Wow. You're one jealous friend.
- Yeah, haha. I guess I am
- I'm totally setting you a date with Lilia
- What? No!
- Why not?
- I can get my own dates
- Then promise me you'll get it tonight
- Okay. I promise
Of course I'll get a date. But who's gonna be? Wyatt or Lil?
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I THINKING!? I love Wyatt. Don't I? Ugh. This is all Maddie's fault. If she wouldn't be friends with Lilia, I wouldn't be so confused right now because I'd have never met Lil in the first place.
On the other hand, I tried to be Wyatt's boyfriend before... and it's not possible. He doesn't like me that much, I guess. He has already rejected me once, and I hate rejection. Besides, we agreed we could date anyone we want to, so...
- Ugggh! What am I gonna do!?
I immediately text Maddie

"I'm going 😊"

I think about texting Wyatt, but I'm not gonna invite him if I decide to ask Lilia out. I mean, why would I do that? I'm not that mean. It would be SO awkward.
I mean, I'm gonna kiss my date at midnight. Whoever it is. And if it's not Wyatt, it would be weird for him to be there

"Wow. Lilia is a genius"- Maddie answers
"She made you leave your CLASSIC Carnival"

Did she? Am I only going to The Hamptons because of her?

FINN's P.O.V.
DERRY's DICKHEADS
Sophs: Hey Losersss!
Wyatt Olaf: What's up!?
Sophs: I'v been thinking
Sophs: Why dont we all go 2 the carnival 2nite??"
Me: I'M IN!
Cho Cho: What carnival?
Jeremy: The Cali classic Carnival
The one in Cali? I thought they were talking about the one in the Hamptons. Sadie is going to that one, and I was really looking forward to meeting her again
Sophs: The one in THE HAMPTONS
YAS! I'm seeing Sadie tonight!
Cho Cho: The Hamptons rock!
Jeremy: That one is boring! I'm out
Nick: I'm in, dickheads :)