Forbidden Love/ Fack/ Jyatt (Book 1) FINISHED

46- BackToHiding & NormalLife

JACK's P.O.V.
- We need to break up
- What?- I barely scream- Break up? Are you serious? Why didn't you do it last time I saw...?
- Hey!- he interupts me- Not an actual break up
- What do you mean?
- I need to ask you a huge favour, and I get it if you say no.
- What's going on, Finn?
- We need to go back to hiding
- Why?
- Everything was way easier when everybody shipped us, but nobody knew we were an actual couple
- Easier? We couldn't even kiss outside.
- As you know, I'm gonna start acting again, and our co-stars are constantly getting hate when they're with one of us and that makes things complicated. Besides, we can do whatever we want as soon as reporters don't see us
-  I just don't get it, Finn
- We're gonna tell everybody we broke up, but we're still good friends, so if anyone see us together, they'll know it's just because we're friends. Besides, mum told me we're about to get an offer to a new world tour with the other losers next year, so breaking up means no awkward fack questions, and having a good time without our fans knowing about it
- I thought your therapist told you you shouldn't leave things you love just because of what people think. Besides, everyone love us
- I'm afraid I'm gonna leave you if we don't do this
- I just don't get why you suddenly want all this to be over
- I don't like people getting so much information about my personal life. I need my personal life to actually BE personal. People judge every single thing we do and I don't like it. I actually HATE it.
- I know...
- So I would love US to be a part of my personal life.
- What about awards and all that shit? Who am I supposed to go with?
- Me, as my best friend. Sometimes with Wyatt or Jaeden, maybe. You take Wyatt, I'll take Jae. Sometimes, we take each other
- And you think people won't be judging us if we break up? We're celebrities. We're constantly in the spotlight. Either way we're gonna be judged.
- I want to be just like Dylan
- Dylan?- who the fuck is he talking about?
- Minnette. He's an amazing actor, and people judge him because of his roles, not because of his sexuality or because of his outfits. No one even knows if he has a girlfriend or a boyfriend
- Yeah we do. His girlfriend's the girl who played his sister in that Alexander and a terrible horrible whatever movie
- She is?
- Yeah...
- That's kinda creepy
- A little. So you thought he may be gay?- I ask
- Not the point, Jack.
- Okay, yeah. I get what you're saying. You don't want people you don't even know, having personal information. But also, you have instagram, and twitter...
- I don't post that much. I'll just post things about photoshoots and Calpurnia and movies and series and maybe some selfies. I'll figure it out, love. But I can't lose you, so please, let's break up
- Hm, I don't know, Finnie. I need some time
- Oh, sure. We can break up in Australia
I laugh a little
- What?
- I just find this funny. Trying to arrange a date to our "break up"
- It's not serious tho... that's a very important part
- Would our friends know we're still together?
- Of course. Why not... friends are personal life.
- Okay. We'll do it
- Ugh, I love you so fucking much
- Love you too
I'm not so convinced about this, but I don't wanna lose Finn either. If he says this is the right thing to do, I trust him.
- So... when does our flight leave?
- Sunday
- What?! In TWO DAYS!? I thought we were staying here for at least a week
- No. Sorry Bubba. Got work to do
- Yeah... it's fine
- You wanna come. Right?
- Of course I do. Why wouldn't I?
- I don't know, Finn. Last time we went out of the country together, your anxiety got way worse.
- I'm a brand new person, Jack. All that time in rehab helped me
- It did?
- Yeah, I think so. I mean, I'm still anxious as fuck, but the old Finn would've been super nervous about telling you my plan. But I just did, and I was pretty calmed.
- You're right! You're more relaxed
- Totally! Glad you noticed
Finn leans in to kiss me, but I stop him
- Hey, hey. We just broke up. Remember?
He frowns
- Are you serious?
- Of course not. Come here dummy
I grab his shirt and kiss him on the lips
- We should go back outside. It's your party after all.
- Yeah, sure
Finn opens the door and holds my hand
- Let's go
I smile and follow him back to the party