Forbidden Love/ Fack/ Jyatt (Book 1) FINISHED

37- Dates & England

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FINN's P.O.V.
As we first arrive to London, a few reporters take pics of us. Yeah. They knew we were coming. How? I have no idea.
We get to an Uber and travel to the house the Shazam guys rented for us. It's beautiful, and pretty near the Big Ben
- This is awesome- I whisper
- I know, right?- Jana smiles at us.
She seems extremely calm, considering she knows about Jack self harming.
- Bubba! Can we go out somewhere? I think we have a lot to talk about, and work starts tomorrow.
- Sure- I smile at him.
We hold hands to the Big Ben, and take lots of pictures. London is as beautiful as I thought it would be. It's always been one of my favorite places in the world.
- Wanna go to the London Eye?
- Of course I do!- I nod
When we're finally up there, he looks at me and suspires
- Hey... what's wrong?- I hold his hands and caress them
- You know. Don't you?
- What about?- I frown
He lets my hands go and show me like a hundred scars around his arms
I close my eyes a little. I've never been a fan of blood and scars.
- Yeah- I finally say- I did know.
- But... how?
- I know you, Jack. You told me you used to do it, and now that Gavin's gone... I understand.
- You do?- he's crying
- I don't think you should keep doing it. But I totally understand why you do it.
He throws himself to me and hugs me
- Thank you...
I hug him back and whisper in his ear
- I love you too, Shrimp
I smile, and hold him tight. Things may turn alright after all. I can handle this...
- Now get back to your seat, dummy. I don't want us to fall out of here. We would die
He laughs and shakes no
- What an amazing way to break the cute moment
- That's my speciality- I wink at him
- I thought I'd lost you- he says
- You won't. But please, stop lying and hiding things from me. From now on, we tell each other everything. Okay?
- Okay.
- So... you wanna tell me something?- I ask, waiting for him to tell me something about Talia
- I don't- he denies
Okay. I'm a little mad now. Didn't he learn from his mistakes?
- What about you?- he asks
- Well... Noah and I are best friends again
- What? Why?- he frowns
- Cause he apologized, and told me everything that happened.

JACK's P.O.V.
- We missed each other- Finn says
- Oh... that's fine- I fake a smile
I'm still hiding a lot of things, but I don't know if I should tell him. He wouldn't understand.
I don't even understand why I did it... but if this Talia bitch tells everyone about what happened, Finn will eventually find out and that could cost me our relationship. I don't want that to happen. Not again
- Finn...
- What?- he asks
- I do have something to tell ya
- What's up?
- Do you remember Talia?
- Your ex?
- Yeah
- What's with her?
- We were still dating when I started going out with you
- So... you were cheating on her with me?
- Kinda... I mean, we were young, so she wasn't my REAL GIRLFRIEND
- Young?- he frowns- You ended it after you started dating me! Are we too young to be together too? Am I not your REAL BOYFRIEND?
- Actually she ended it when she saw I was dating Ellie...
- SO YOU NEVER ENDED IT?
*FUCK! I'M SCREWING THIS UP!*
- I did. I stopped talking to her... if she's not smart enough to understand that, it's not my fault
- Why didn't you leave her?
I suspire, and finally tell him
- Cause I needed to be sure if I was into you or not
He frowns. He seems confused
- What?
- I needed to be sure about you. And when I was finally sure I loved you, I was gonna leave her, but it seemed rude to just talk to her after all that time and tell her WE'RE DONE.
Every time I open my mouth, he seems to be more and more annoyed, but suddenly, he suspires and looks at me
- Okay, let's calm down for a sec.- he says
- Please- I whisper
- Thank you, for telling me that, even though it could ruin our relationship. I really appreciate it.
I smile at him, and he sits next to me
- And it was all in the past. Right?
- Right.
*Not the dm's, tho*
- Well... past is past- he holds my hand- so it's fine.
- Is it?- I ask
- Yeah... as long as everything is over
- It is. It's over
He kisses me on the lips and we finally get down of the London Eye
- So what are you gonna do tomorrow while I'm working?
- Besides missing you?- he says
I laugh
- Besides missing me- I nod
- I'll probably go round a bit and bye some stuff...
- Oh, okay
- Do you want me to pick you up?- he offers
- Of course, if you want to, I'd be glad to see you right after filming.
- Okay
- Why don't you come to set with me?
- No way! It's your first day. That would be weird
- Yeah... you're right...
- Listen, I don't wanna be the...- he starts.
My heart stops for a few seconds. I don't know what he's about to say, and it may be bad
- ...over-protective boyfriend, but stay away from that Asher guy. I've seen him around and I know his type
I start laughing really hard
- His type!?- I ask
- Yeah. He's really cute and looks totally innocent, but when you realize, your tongue is inside his mouth
- What the fuck, Finn!? That's going to far!
- Hey, what?! You know what I mean
- You don't even know if he's gay!
- Oh, he is.
- Is he?- I ask.
- Nah, I'm just kidding. I don't know if he is.
He hugs me from my wrist and finally place his hand in my pocket.
- I've missed this
- Me too- he smiles at me and kisses me again.

SADIE's P.O.V.
It's been some time since I last talked to Finn. Almost a week to be more accurate.
According to Wyatt, he's with Jack, in London right now. They arrived yesterday
- Hey!- Noah interrupts my thoughts
- Schnipper! What's up?
- I'm about to Facetime Finn. Wanna join me?
- I was just thinking about him!- I confess
- Me too- he smiles
- So do you still like him?- I ask
- When did I stop liking him?
I laugh
- Someday- I whisper to him
- You know? I don't think so
- Why not?
- Finn and Jack are together, and I don't think they'll split up anytime soon
- You think they'll be together forever?
- They may
- That sounded super cheesy
- Hey. You know me. I'm pretty cheesy
- So true
- So? Are we gonna do this or not?
- Let's go
When Noah's about to call Finn, I get a call
- Wait for me.
I take my phone out of my pocket. It's Finn
- Hey! It's Finn!
- Put it on speaker!
I do
- HELLOOO!- we both scream
- Sadie?
*Is he crying?*
- Finn? Are you okay?
Noah looks at me and frowns
- I'm having- breathes- a panic attack
*Fuck*
- Where are you?
- London
- But are you at the hotel?
- Yea
- Where's Jack?
- Filming
- Are you alone?
- Yes
He's breathing heavily
- Okay, calm down- Noah talks to the phone
- Noah?
- Finn. I'm here. Listen to me. Everything is fine. Okay?
- No, it's not
- Listen closely. Breathe with me.
Noah takes the lead and helps Finn
- You hear me? Close your eyes and focus on my voice
I can actually hear how Finn's breathing gets calmer and calmer with every word Noah says.
- Okay- Finn whispers
- In... and out.- Noah does that a few more times till Finn gets quiet
- I'm fine, I'm okay.- he finally says
- What happened?- I ask
- Paparazzis. They started asking me about Jack's dm's and about my break, and I just got really nervous cause for a moment, I felt like I was letting everyone down, and...
- Hey...- Noah interrupts him- You're not letting anyone down. Okay?
- But...
- Okay?- he asks again
- Okay-  Finn finally replies
- Do you want us to travel there?
- Don't you have to shoot Stranger Things?
- Next month
- Oh...
- We'll take the first plane to London.
- Guys, you can't do that...
- Of course we can. You can't be alone in there, Finn. Your anxiety is getting worse everyday and if we don't go, you may get even worse.- I say
- We'll be there as fast as we can, Finnie. Just hold on- Noah says
- Okay
I end the call and we look at each other
- That was amazing- I confess.- how did you even do that?
- Do what?
- Make him get better
- Do you really think that was the first time Finn had a panic attack with me?
- It wasn't?
Noah shakes his head
- It happened a few times before. I finally learned how to make him calm down
- Oh... that's great
He smiles
- Okay. We'll meet at the airport in an hour
- Okay.
I leave Noah's to pack my clothes and after an hour, we meet t the airport.
Once we get our tickets, we make the check-in and sit down for a bit.
- Sadie?- Behind me, someone calls my name.
I immediately recognize his voice.
- JAEDEN!- I scream
We turn round and I hug him, and then Wyatt, who's right next to him
- What are you doing here?- Noah asks
They look at him and frown
- What is HE doing here?- Wyatt asks me
- Rude- I smile- I'll tell you later. We're going to London
- No way. Us too!- Jaeden smiles
- What? So you know about the panic attack too?
- Panic Attack?- Jaeden asks
- Finn had a panic attack?- Wyatt frowns
I nod
- No, we were gonna tell him about Jack
- What about him?- Noah asks
- He said a lot of rude things to a girl named Talia
- And he made her feel small and somehow miserable
- That's terrible- Noah frowns
- Yeah, you're not any better
- Hey! Stop it!- I scream- Finn and Noah are alright now. They apologized and it's all good
- So what shall we do?- Jaeden asks- Should we tell Finn? I mean... what if it makes him worse?

JACK's P.O.V.
Today I finally got to meet Asher and the rest of the cast. He's really great. He's always singing and making jokes.
Finn was right... he IS cute.
- Hey, Jack!- he smiles at me- We're gonna go take some burgers. Wanna come?
- Hm, no I shouldn't. My boyfriend's supposed to pick me up
- Finn?
- Yeah
- Oh, he can come
- Is it alright? I'm not sure if I want...
- Yeah, I mean... I don't think they would mind eating with THE Finn Wolfhard- he interrupts me
- THE Finn Wolfhard?- I ask, laughing
- He's amazing
*Asher's fangirling over Finn? Wtf's going on here?*
- Yeah... he's amazing
- Who is?- Finn stands behind me
- YOU ARE!- Asher barely screams
I turn round and kiss him
- We have a Finn Wolfhard fan here- I roll my eyes and point at Asher
- Can we take a pic? The three of us?- Asher asks
- Sure!- Finn smiles
If there's a way to buy Finn, it's by telling him how much you love what he does.
We take a selfie
- We're gonna go eat hamburgers. Wanna come?- Asher asks
- Of course! I love hamburgers
- Awesome! Let's go
Asher and Finn seem so close already.
It makes me a little jealous.

When we finally get home, I suspire and take off my shoes. I'm exhausted.
- I had such a great time tonight!- Finn smiles at me- Do you want me to pick you up tomorrow?
*NO! Please don't*
- Sure- I fake a smile and hug him.
I just want him to be happy, and tonight? He was. I noticed. I haven't seen him so smiley in a long time...