Forbidden Love/ Fack/ Jyatt (Book 1) FINISHED

44- ComingOuts & WaitForMe

JACK's P.O.V.
It's been almost a month since I last visited Finn. As he's still in the rehab centre, we haven't spoken to each other, but it's totally fine. He's there so he can get better, and I'm doing what I love. Acting.
Luckily, I'm working with one of my best friends Chris Richards again, so I'm pretty distracted
- I miss him, Chris
- I know. You already said it like a thousand times
- Hey! We're so far from each other... sorry I can't stop missing my boyfriend
- Not your boyfriend. Remember?

[...]
- So this is...
- The last time we'll see each other in a while
- Oh... I'm glad you got the role.- he fakes a smile
- Finnie?
- Yeah?
- You don't have to wait for me. You know?
- What?
- We're gonna be filming for over 6 months
- SIX MONTHS!?
- Yep. We have one month to start preparing ourselves, meet each other and get in shape.
- Aw, a month to get to know each other. Just like the month we had to meet each other during IT.
- Best month ever
- I know... we were so cute and innocent and funny. Everything was so much easier back then.
- So one month, then, 4 months to shoot the movie and another month just in case we need to re-shoot something.
- Who's in it?
- Me?
- And...?
- Chris Richards, Tom Holland and I think Timothée Chalamet
- Wow. That's gonna be huge
- Yeah! I think so too
- I can't wait to see it with you whenever I come out of here
- With me?
- I'm not letting you go, Jack. I'm not gonna leave you.
- Are you serious?
- Yeah. You're actually the one who has to wait for me
- What do you mean?
- I'm locked in here. You're out there, with all these hot Australian people. You're the one who's gonna have to wait
- Oh.
- You know Chris Hemsworth is Australian
- I'll wait for you, Finnie bear.
- You will?
- Of course dummy.
- If I'm out before you finish, I'll go visit you. Let my dad know the your address
- Sure
I kiss him on the lips, and finally leave
[...]

- He's my boyfriend.- I punch Chris- We said we'd wait for each other
- You, Jack Dylan Grazer? Waiting for someone?
- Finn's my life, Chris. I think I'd leave everything if he askes me too. Fuck, I wouldn't even be here if he'd told me he wanted me to stay with him.
- You say you would leave everything just because you know he'd never ask you to
- No. I'm serious. I love him too much
- So you're a one guy man?
- I've always been one

FINN's P.O.V.
- Fame's not your problem- Dr Brent says
- What do you mean?
- You can still be an actor if you want. But take care and relax. The fame's not the problem. You are
- You can't say that
- Oh, I can. Cause it's the truth. You said your panic attacks got even worse in the last months, and they kind of evolved into a "paranoia". Is that right?
- Yeah. So?
- So you had already left fame when that happened. Please, don't leave everything you love because of your anxiety.
- What am I supposed to do?
- Have you ever felt anxiety while working?
- No. But red carpets and awards and meet and greets make me feel anxious
- So don't assist to red carpets, don't agree to attend to ComicCons or any of those things. Just work with the people you love, and keep on going. Hold on to them. You feel too much responsibility and not everything that happens is your fault, Finn. And what others think? You shouldn't give a fuck about it. If they are your fans, they'll love you anyways
- You think so?
- I know so.
- So why am I even here?
- I... WE need you not to be too self-critic. Just slow things up, and hold on to the people you really love. I told your dad about it and he's in talks with the IT director.
- Why?
- Because you're going out of here by the end of the week
- Are you serious?
- Yeah. You're fine, Finn. You just need to stay away from negative people
- Stay away from negative people?- I laugh a little- That's impossible. There's annoying people everywhere you go
- Then learn to avoid them

JAEDEN's P.O.V.
I get out if the shower, and go to my room. As soon as I finish getting dressed, dad screams my name
- Jaeden?
- Yeah?
- Can you come here for a sec?
- Um... sure
I look for my phone around the room, but I can't find it
I finally go downstairs
- Sorry dad. I can't find my phone
- Oh, it's right here son.
I walk to him. He's holding my phone and he looks mad
- What's wrong?
- Wyatt?- he asks
- What's with him?
- You're dating Wyatt?
Mum turns round
- That's nonsense, Wes. He's with Lilia
- This text clearly disagree
I stay quiet.
- Let me see- mum grabs my phone
- You have no right! Why are you even reading my texts?
- So it's true?- he asks
- I'm sure Wyatt's just messing with him. Like friends
- Mum, no.
- What?
- Me and Lilia broke up at least 8 months ago
- What? Why? You were so cute
- I don't think you're getting it, Angela- Dad frowns
- We broke up because... I'm gay
- Oh God
- I'm in love with Wyatt, and we've been together for almost 8 months now
- 8 months? With a boy?
- It's not just a boy, dad. You know him! You said he was like your son
- EXACTLY! You know how odd it is? You two going out? Dating? Kissing? Having...?
- DAD!
- Have you had sex with Wyatt?
- WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU TWO?
I take my phone away from them
- You won't see him anymore. He's no good for you
- No good for me? You have no idea what's good for me
- I don't care. I'm your father, and I'm telling you not to see him ever again.
- I'm not gonna stop dating Wyatt. I don't give a fuck if you like him or not
- If you don't man up, you won't be welcome here anymore
- Well then... I guess I'll better leave
- Jaeden?- mum cries
I run upstairs and pack everything I can
- JAEDEN! COME DOWN HERE!- dad screams
- No. I'm out of here
- You come down this second, young man
I go down, with two backpacks and a big suitcase
- Where are you going?- mum asks
- Anyplace is better than here
- You're not going anywhere.
- Watch me.
I open the door and cross it
- JAEDEN WESLEY LIEBERHER you come back here
- Wes stop!
- OUR SON'S A LITTLE FAGGOT, ANGELA! HE'S FUCKING GAY!
- I don't care. He's my son and I love him anyway
- Bye, mum.
I run away from home, and don't look back.

WYATT's P.O.V.
Sophia smiles at me
- Your outfit's great, Wyatt. Just stop getting change already.
- I can't! Jae always dresses so perfect
- I know. He dresses nice, but he fell for you just the way you dress, so stop trying to change
I smile at her and give her a hug
- You're the best friend I could've asked for
- Aw, you're so cute
The doorbell rings.
- Who is it?
We both run downstairs
- WHO IS IT?- I ask
- It's Jaeden
- Jae?- I suspire- It's not time yet
- Just open the door, Jess
- Okay, okay.
I do what she says, and a few seconds later, Jaeden's hugging me. He's crying
- Hey... what's...?
I hug him back
Sophia frowns. He brought two backpacks and a suitcase
- Jaeden?- she asks- What happened?
- My parents found out about us
- What!?- I scream
- They know about us
- About us being...
- Boyfriends
- FUCK!
- What's wrong with that?
- Jaeden's dad is pretty homophobic, Sophia.
- I'm so sorry J
- I runaway- he says
- What?
- You did what?
- They told me I wouldn't be able to see you anymore so I just ranaway
- ARE YOU NUTS?- Sophia asks
- I wasn't thinking!
- You can stay here
- Oh my God, thank you- he hugs me
- Well I have to ask mum first
- Yeah... I guessed
- But I'm sure she'll say yes
- I'll give you two some alone time.- Sophia says- I'll come back tomorrow guys. Love you
- We love you too
Jaeden holds my hand. He's still crying
- You know...? There's something good about all this
- Good?- I ask
- We can go public
I frown for a second and then smile
- Let's go, then.
- Wait. What are we gonna do?- he asks
- A livestream?
- I'm not sure. Finn and Jack did a livestream. Not so original
- What do you wanna do?
- Ugh, I don't care. All I want is to go public, so I can finally walk around, with my boyfriend. I don't wanna hide anymore
I grab his cheeks and kiss him on the lips
- I love you, Wy
- Love you too, J