Forbidden Love/ Fack/ Jyatt (Book 1) FINISHED

35- ScrewUps & CatchUps

JACK's P.O.V.,
- Why did he leave?- I ask
I know something's wrong. Finn just lied.
Even though the premiere actually IS in 3 days, he wouldn't just leave me here for a premiere. He hates premieres.
- He just told you- Jana replies
- WHY did he leave?
- He knows you're self harming again, and he can't take it anymore
- And how the fuck do YOU know?
- You need to stop, Jack. You're gonna end up dead
- Well, what do you think I'm trying to do?
- Jack...
I walk to the front door and leave.
I buy cigarettes and smoke one. Meanwhile, I call Finn. He doesn't answer so I leave a message
- So you told Jana that I was self harming again, you had no right to do that. That's MY problem, Finn. MINE. Not yours, okay?
I suspire and end the message.
I'm so mad at him
I save my phone, but it rings two seconds after
It's Reylynn
She sent me a picture of a meme
It says "Choose your fighter" and it has a pic of Eddie, and three pics of me, smoking.
At the bottom of the pic, it says "I choose Eddie, cause at least he inhales"
Reylynn sends me a text
"Guess who"
I haven't talked to her in a while. I don't really know WHY she sent me this
I call her
- Hey
- Jack!- she sounds happy
She has no idea about my dad
- What the fuck was that meme?
- Talia did it
- Talia? MY Talia?
- Well, I didn't know she was yours, but yeah. Talia
- How do you know?
- She uploaded it to her private jokes account.
- Oh. Okay, bye
- Bye...
What a bitch.
I look for her number, but I deleted it a long time ago.
Snapchat! I never deleted her
As soon as I find her, I send her a message- a couple of messages tbh-.
ME
"You're disgusting. Do you know that?"
"It's ridiculous"
"You're a narcissist and ur sooooooo self centered its obnoxious"
TALIA
"Wtf Jack?!"
"It's called confidence, honey"
"Maybe if you had some you wouldn't depend on people for it"
ME
"Ur obsessed w me"
"Ur the most disgusting person I've ever met"
TALIA
"R u kidding rn?"
"lol I'm not obsessed with u. I have a new man"
ME
"if ur NOT obsessed w me then why do u bother posting things about me and saving every convo???"
"ur pathetic"
"U should b thanking me rn like I fucking made you. I made you have basically all the friends you have rn so you should be fucking thanking me instead of being fucking awful and gossiping lies about me"
"Ur not so friggen amazing, u know?"
TALIA
"That is hilarious thank you so much"
"I could say the exact same thing. I didn't even say nothing about me being amazing"
"You're the one saying you made me"
ME
"Leave me alone"
TALIA
"I'm not the one who texted you first"
ME
"Ur such a pussy"
"Ur so in love with me"

She just doesn't reply back
A few minutes later, I read the conversation and realize just how bad I sounded. I was just mad... I am mad. Terribly mad. She probably deserves all the things I said to her

FINN's P.O.V.
At the second I get home, mum and dad hug me
- We found out about Gavin
- Guys, you should be hugging Jack, not me.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah
- Is Jack here?
- No...
- Why aren't you with him?
- I don't wanna talk about it.
- Can you please tell him he has to make a choice about Shazam?
- What do you mean?
- He has to decide if he's gonna work anyways or if he's taking a break
- Ask him yourself.
- Okay...- dad frowns and I go to my room
I shouldn't have left Jack alone. I know that, but I just panicked.
I mean, I just found out my boyfriend was dating a girl when we started dating.
Am I over reacting? It was in the past after all...
No. I can't keep forgiving Jack. He even left me once because I missed a date. Why can't I leave him now? Because of Gavin?
Maybe I should wait some time, but I'm gonna leave him, sooner or later
- Finn?- Nick comes in my room
- What's up?
- Did you and Jack split up?
- No. At least not yet
- Not yet?- He asks, confused
- Forget it. We're still together
- Okay... oh, by the way. The Duffers called. They want you to take your things out of set.
- Oh, okay. I'll go today
- Want me to go with you?
- Nah. It's okay. I need some time alone to think
- Okay, dude.
I walk downstairs and leave