Forbidden Love/ Fack/ Jyatt (Book 1) FINISHED

45- Noah & PublicRelationships

JAEDEN's P.O.V.
- Ready?
- Sure
Wyatt starts the livestream
- Hey everybody!- I fake a smile
- I haven't done one of these in a while...
"JYATT RISES"
"JAEDEEEEN"
"WYATT CUT UR HAIR DUDE"
- See? They don't like your long hair either
- Ugh GET OVER IT
I laugh
- So... we would've liked to be the first ones doing this, but some of our best friends did it first- Wyatt says
- Shoutout to Jack and Finn. We love you guys
- Yeah...
"IS THIS WHAT I THINK IT IS?"
"JYATT's REAL"
"WHAT HAPPENED WITH FINN? IS HE OKAY?"
"ARE JACK AND FINN STILL TOGETHER?"
- Yeah. Fack's still a thing. Finn's going through some... stuff. As you all know, he has anxiety and lately, he's been suffering numerous panic...- Wyatt interrupts me
- Jae? That's not our story to tell. It's Finn's. Maybe Jack's.
- They asked- I look down
- Yeah, but we're not sure if Finn wants everyone to know what's going on. He really hates being the centre of attention, and he takes everything too serious. That's the main reason why he stopped acting.
- He gets hurt very easily and even tho he shouldn't care about other people's opinion, he does, and that's not good.
- Yeah.
"STOP TALKING ABOUT FINN! WE WANNA KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BETWEEN YOU TWO"
We both laugh and look at each other. I suspire and finally start talking
- So we're dating, yeah
- Wooh! Jyatt's real
- So yeah... It's all real. We've been together for eight months already
"WAS LILIA A COVER UP?"
- Lilia was... kind of an exception. You know? I fell in love with Wyatt while filming IT, but nothing happened. We were kinda flirting all the time, but I never really had the chance to talk to him and be his "boyfriend". So then, I met up with Maddie for The Book Of Henry premiere, and got to see Lilia again. We'd met while filming TBOH and I was crazy about her. I was SO in love...
- And now you're gay- Wyatt laughs
- Yeh. So when I saw her at the premiere, we got to talk and got to know each other better and... finally we started dating. Although I was happy with Lilia, I knew I was still loving Wyatt. As she's an amazing girl, I decided to finish the relationship because I felt like I was using her just to forget about Wy. We're still friends tho.
"WHERE ARE YOU?"
- We're at my place- Wyatt says- Our place
"YOU TWO MOVED TOGETHER?"
- No
- Yes
- Kinda- we hurry to say at the same time
- I moved into Wyatt's house after dealing with some problems with my family- I explain
"WHAT HAPPENED? IS ANGELA OKAY?"
- She's fine. Thanks for asking. I kinda runaway from home after a big fight with my father. Before saying this, I just need you all to know he's a good person, but has some ancient thoughts.
- He's homophobic.- Wyatt says- I've known Mr Wolfhard for a long time now, and I can assure you he's an amazing man, but he's also a human being. He's not perfect and sometimes he can't control the way he acts and today, he found out Jae and I are dating, so he freaked out.
- He didn't take it the way I would've wanted to, but I decided to leave, to give him time to think about every decision he makes
When we hear the front door opening, we finish the livestream.

WYATT's P.O.V.
- Mum?- Wyatt asks
- Yeah, sweetie
- How's your day?
- Fine! What about yours?
- Cool. We have a guest
- Sophia?
- Jaeden
- Aw Jaeden! Where are you sweetheart?
- He's at the bath. I just wanna tell you something really quick
- What's wrong?
- He's homeless, and I told him to stay here
- Homeless?- his dad found out about us
- OH NO! He kicked him out?
- Kinda. Jaeden decided to runaway cause his dad wanted us to break up
- And you want me to give him a room and feed him?
- Basically, yeah
- How long?
- I have no idea
- Call him
- Jae?- I scream
- Coming
He comes downstairs, and smiles
- Mommy Oleff!- he hugs her
- You know it's super weird that you call me mom when you're dating my son. Right?
They both laugh
- Gross
- Calling your mother in law MOM is nothing new- I say
- Wow! I'm not her mother in law
- Yet- Jaeden says, winking his eye
I blush and smile at him
- So we just wanted to know... how long will you stay here?
- Oh, I'll pay rent
- What?- I scream
- Yeah. I have my money... I'll pay you for a room.
- So you'll be like our renter?- I ask
- Yes. As soon as you don't mind
- I can't accept your money, sweetie- Mom smiles at him- Wyatt told me what happened and... you're more than welcome to stay here
- Seriously?
- Of course, honey
He hugs me
- As long as nothing dirty happens- she says
- MUM!- Wyatt screams- I already told you we're not gonna fuck!
Jaeden looks at me and blushes. He doesn't like to talk about it.
- Wyatt!- Jaeden whispers- Language!
- Exactly, Wyatt. LANGUAGE!- she smiles at us- Okay, I'll go take a bath, and then I'll just go to bed. There's pizza in the fridge.
- Awesome.- I smile
- Thank you so much, Ms Oleff. I swear I'll be a good roommate to Wyatt, and I'll try to earn my spot here.
- I know you will darling. Even tho that's not necessary.

FINN's P.O.V.
Two days ago, I actually got my own notebook to write whatever I want. However, I don't have it anymore. Why? Oh, no biggie. My roommate broke it to commit suicide.
Yeah, I'm talking about Colin
Yeah, he suicided.
And... yeah. He used my notebook to do it.
So now I have a new roommate. All I need to say is... THANKS FUCK I'M LEAVING SOON.
I can't stand him.
Lucky me, now I can have visitors on Fridays and Wednesdays.
- So how are you?- Noah asks as soon as he crosses the door
- Fine, I guess
- I found out about Colin. I'm sorry
- It's okay. He was really cool, but he was gonna spend his whole life here. He has a lot of problems. And he saw those problems as reasons
- Reasons?- Noah frowns
- Reasons to suicide. He had a weird vision of the world. Weird, but not wrong
- Finn, his vision took him to suicide
- No. People got him to suicide
- But...
- You don't even know about his problems.
- Suicide's never the answer
- Geez, chill out. I never said I was gonna suicide or nothing like that. I just think I would do the same if I had so much trouble in my life. I mean, I can barely stand my little problems, I wouldn't be able to even hold on for a sec with his big ass problems. He was a strong kid. A poor kid who had no one
- You have me
- What?
- You know you have me. Right?
- Of course. I have lots of amazing people around me. That's what I was trying to say. Without you, I wouldn't be able to control my life. I would be a disaster.
Noah looks at me. He doesn't say a word
- So thank you- I finish
He just hugs me and starts crying
- Please don't leave
- Hey... what's going on?
- My mum's sick
- Noah. I'm so sorry
I hug him and kiss his forehead
- I'm right here for you. And as soon as I get out of here, I'm gonna be there for you all the time.
- Thanks, Finn.
I fake a smile. What kind of friend am I? He came here just to visit me and I didn't even ask him how he was. I just talked about me.
I need to be nicer to people...
- So you'll be out of here soon. Huh?
- Yeah. Just a week... I miss being outside. Spending time with you all, acting, performing live.
- You'll start acting again?
- I'll try. The doctor said I shouldn't just stop acting because of something so simple like Paranoia or Panic Attacks.
- So simple?- Noah asks
- Yeah, anxiety shouldn't stop me. That's what he meant
- He's right.
- Cause if I stop doing something I love at such young age just because of anxiety, I show weakness.
- I'm kinda not following
- You watched IT. Right?
- Yeah.
- Well... you know Pennywise feeds with fear? And knows all the losers weeknesses and uses it against them?
- Yeah
- Pennywise's just like anxiety
- Oh...
- Got it?
- Kinda did, yeah. As you grow, anxiety grows with you. Right?
- Right
- So if you already give up on some things at such young age, when you're older you won't be able to do almost anything
- Exactly. I have to get over it and stay with the people I love
He smiles at me and nods

A week after Noah's visit, I finally come out of rehab.
Dad picks me up
- Where're mum and Nick?
- Home, kiddo. They're waiting for you
*Why aren't they here?*
- Is everything okay?
- Of course...
- Okay...
He stays quiet for the rest of the trip. There's something wrong.
As soon as he parks the car, I go down and run to the door. I open it. Everything's dark.
I turn on the lights, and frown
- Mum? Nick?
Suddenly, all my friends get out of their hiding spots and scream
- SURPRISE!
I smile, and calm down. Everything's fine.
- GUYS!- I scream- You scared me!
Sadie runs to me and hugs me
- I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!
- Me too Annie! I'm so glad you're here
- Hey, she's not the only one here
Wait a second. Jack?
I let go of her and just smile from ear to ear
- Jack?
- Welcome home, frog face
I kiss him and everybody starts clapping
- But... how?
- Noah- he answers
I look at Schnipper, and hug him
- What did you do?
- Me? Nothing. I may have told him that you needed to be with the people you love... he's the one who took a break from shooting the movie of the century just to see you for a day
- For a day?- Jack laughs- No. You're coming with me
- What?
- I asked your parents first, of course.
- What did you do?
- I just bought you a one way ticket to Australia. You're coming with me, and as soon as I'm done filming. We're gonna start working on your career.
Jaeden and Wyatt hug us
- I've missed you guys
- We did too.
- Don't ever leave me again!- Jaeden punches me
- Ouch!
- You're the one I talk to when it comes to Wyatt. I had no one!
- Well, you survived.
- We did...- Wyatt smiles
- Through hell and back
- What happened?- I frown
- We're living together
- That's... awesome! Aren't you too young?
- You're going on a five months vacation with your boyfriend. Remember?
I laugh
- True...
- It wasn't our plan tho- Jaeden says- it's not like we just woke up and decided to move together.
- Oh shit. Please tell me he didn't find out
- He did...
- Jae, I'm so sorry...
- It's okay. At least now we're public
- Hey! That's cool
- Yeah... oh and by the way, your fans are waiting for you to explain everything that happened.
- Jack? Can we talk for a sec? Alone?
- Sure
We both go upstairs, to my room, and close the door
- What's wrong?
- We need to break up
- What?