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Ch.13/Guitar

Y/N POV

I heard soft breathing as I opened my eyes. 

I opened my eyes to see Taehyung sleeping soundly. 

I gently pressed my hand onto his head and moved his hair slightly. 

His nose began to wiggle slightly and It brought a smile to my face. 

My smile slowly disappeared remembering what had happened last night. 

I knew that one day Taehyung will no longer be sleeping by my side. 

I knew that one day Taehyung wouldn't kiss me anymore. 

I knew that Taehyung would be gone one day. 

But today was not that day. 

Well at least not yet. 

I didn't want to bring the problem back up. 

I didn't want to worry him. 

All I have to do is keep him happy until that day comes. 

So when he is gone he remembers me. 

Or when I'm gone, I'll remember him. 

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Taehyung POV  

I felt Y/N's fingertips press against my head. 

I kept my eyes shut. 

I was roaming in my thoughts. 

I wondered if last night was just a dream. 

It felt completely real. 

I knew it was real. I wish it wasn't. 

I couldn't loose Y/N. 

Not Today. Not Tomorrow. Not ever. 

I want to protect her for years to come but will that be possible anymore?

If I'm gone what will happen to her?

Will she loose feelings for me? 

Will I loose feelings for her? 

I could never loose feeling for Y/N. 

She was the one women other than mother, that I had ever trusted and cared for,  now I've been told that one day one of us will be gone thanks to my father begging for money.

I can only hope that Y/N stays safe. 

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You sat on the edge of your bed alone. 

Taehyung was in the kitchen on the phone. 

You could hear him shouting at whoever had called him.

You weren't interested in what he was saying.

You hugged your knees to your chest. 

You thought about Taehyung's words. 

"I don't want to loose you either Y/N."

You felt a lump in your throat as you remembered his voice saying those words. 

Don't cry Y/N. Don't start with your tears again. You told yourself .

You sighed.

You felt your stomach empty, but you weren't hungry. 

You ignored it and glanced around your bedroom. 

You caught a glimpse of a jacket that was on the ground of your closet. 

You stepped closer to the closet and fell onto the ground to reach for it.