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Ch.15/Thoughts

You walked into the night. 

You stepped out of the building where you had just lost  Taehyung. 

Jungkook walked behind you. 

You had thoughts rushing into your head. 

Y/N POV

Did you really think I would EVER love someone like you Y/N?!

I could remember his words. 

Why would Taehyung tell me that? 

Why would he say it now? 

Has he kept it a secret all this time? 

 It hurts. 

I want to run away, but to where? I have no where to go.

I want to sit in a dark corner and cry all night, But how? I don't have a dark corner to cry to.

I want to run back and see Taehyung even if he had told me he no longer has feelings for me, but how? When he won't be happy anymore when he sees me.

He never was happy when he saw me. 

What about the first night I stayed at that house and I had an awful dream? 

Was him comforting me annoying to him? 

Were all those hugs just to make me feel special. 

Was that night at the brick building just a waste of time? 

Were all those stars lying to me? 

Were they? 

How could the stars lie to me? 

How could Taehyung lie to me? 

How could I lie to myself? 

I walked into something that I no longer can get out of. 

Now I am lost.

Where do I go now? 

I can no longer do anything. 

All I can do is sit here alone with my thoughts roaming inside my head.

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You walked down the street and made it to the neighborhood you and Taehyung lived in. 

You sighed as you entered the neighborhood.

Jungkook quietly followed behind you wondering if you had noticed him yet.

You were now forced to be with Jungkook because of the deal he made with the masked man.

Jungkook forced out a cough. 

You stopped walking. 

"Jungkook go home." you said with no expression. 

Your back was faced to him. 

He stood behind you and sighed. 

"Y-Y/N I am supposed to be with you from now on." he said kindly. 

"You don't live with me Jungkook, therefor you can not come into my house." 

Jungkook scratched his neck. 

"T-Taehyung told me to take good care of you Y/N."

"Taehyung no longer cares about me so I suggest you stop following me." 

"I-I don't want to leave you alone in the house and it was an order to take care of you." 

You stood in silence.