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19. unthinkable

markelle

"...So did you...have sex with her?"
Tzipora looked me in the eyes.

"..What?" I sat down facing her on the bed.

"Mackenzie....Did you have sex with her..."
She looked away, staring into space.

"Where is this coming from?"
I asked confusingly.

"Just...answer the question."

I thought for a minute,
Wondering why she was asking.

"...No.."

"Why do I get the feeling you did?"

I sighed. "I mean...almost."

"What do you mean?"

"She...I mean...Oral Sex."

She got up, going into the bathroom,
Still looking at me in the mirror.

"See! She is Your Baby!"
She got really upset.

"So...you did have sex?"
She twists my words up.

"No...She did it to me. But she didn't finish..."

"When?" Her voice got a little louder.

I got short for words.

"...before..the event..." I gulped.

She balled up her fists.

"So...just before you saw me?"
Her voice cracked.

"Stop...Stop making me seem like a bad person."
I got irritated.

"I'm not Markelle! I'm saying it how it is."

"See you're still scared. And I feel like
You're trying your best to find a
Reason to cut me off again!"

"No I am not."

"Tzipora...We're not even a real couple yet,
And we argue like it."

"That's your favorite thing to bring up!"

"...that we're not a real..couple.." a tear shot down her cheek.

"I mean...if that's how you feel, why don't you make it that way?!" She got upset.

"You keep reminding me that I'm not your
Girlfriend! But that's all because-because you won't make me!...you won't give me that title..."

Tears streamed down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry..." I got up to console her.

"Stop!" She cried, pushing me away.

"I'm just trying to help."

"Help?! You're the reason I'm crying!"
She said coldly.

"Tzipora...I honestly don't know what else to do.
I don't know how to make you fucking happy.
Everything I do only hurts you..."

"...Make Me Yours! Hold me in your arms without
Me asking...Tell me you love me at random moments, let me know you're there for me..." She cried.

"I do that."

"Yea, when I'm crying. Why can't you be affectionate
Without reason? I mean except for being affectionate because you love me..."

"Because I feel like...we're just not on the same page. It's like you're ready for a relationship, and I am too but I keep feeling like you're not so I don't make a move. I'm too busy trying to sync with your pace..."

"Well I'm telling you now! I'm ready!"

I looked her in the eyes as she took a deep breath,
Walking past me and sitting back down.

I turned around and placed my hands gently on her cheeks and wiped the tears away.

She looked up at me vulnerably as my lips neared her's.

She closed her eyes as I did the same, attaching my lips to hers.

Her hands snaked up under my shirt and the past my waist.

Sliding over my tattoos, she reached the back of my shoulders, lifting my shirt up. I climbed on top of her, gently, leaving kisses on her neck.

I slowly rolled her shirt up, revealing her body. Before I didn't realize it, but waiting never seemed so beautiful.

Finally seeing her body after months of just talking, and getting to know her felt so much more sentimental.

My lips caressed her naval as my hand rested on her arched back, then met her sternum and clavicle, before I removed my pants.

I entered her, intertwining our fingers.

I kissed her soft lips, continuing to be gentle with her.

She gasped before moaning, "Markelle..." She moaned sensually into my ear.

Her legs wrapped around my waist as her grip on my hands tightened.

"..fuuck." I growled into her ear.

She bit her lip, moaning as her fingers sat securely between mine.

tzipora

My stomach tightened as Markelle held onto my hands and left soft kisses on my cheeks.

"I..love you." I said to him for the first time as my back arched from the bed. "I love you too."

I let out a breath as I came. "Yes..." I released my juices on Markelle.

He bit his bottom lip, nearing his high.

His hips met mine quicker as he let out soft moans in my ear. "...I'm coming." His grip on my hands loosened as he slowed down.

"...mmmm." He let out a breath, laying next to me.

"...So..you're ready now?" He said as I laid my head on his chest.

"What're you talking about?" I traced the tattoos on his chest. "Being my girlfriend." He said boldly.

"Hell. yes." I smiled. He kissed me on the forehead.

🖤💤.

Wowowowow Wow 😌
That was something.

Anyways, Bye Bye Guys!

Probably will update again during the week.