I stayed up all night long, crying and heartbroken...
My life had no meaning, I'm a waste of space, a disappointment, a mistake.
I don't deserve to live, I never did.
I'm disgusting! No one wants me.
No one even knows about my existence, they never did...except, Adi.
He was always there, and when I needed more comfort, his brother helped too.
They were the nicest people I knew, But everyone else hated me, despised me, and wanted me to leave this world.
I could agree, I was worthless.
My parents abused me for years, they were always drunk or on drugs.
I got bullied ever since I was in first grade.
What was wrong with me? Everything.
I never liked or loved anyone, because of their hatred toward me, except... I think... I fell for Adi.
He was always caring toward me, he always made time for me, always comforted me, always defended me.
But I don't deserve him, and he will never like me, what is there to like?
Nothing.
I got up and made my way toward my dresser, tears running down my face, and my breath was uneven.
I reached for the brass handle and pulled the drawer open, I dug in the clothes, until... I found it... my razor.
I grabbed the small metal blade and collapsed to the floor, I brought it to my wrist and slid it across the delicate skin with previous scars.
I whimpered in pain, but I deserved this pain, but it wasn't enough.
I threw the piece of metal across the room and felt my warm tears come rolling down my face like a waterfall.
I should just disappear.
Leave this nasty cruel world...
Forever.
Until...
I heard a small light tap on my window, I knew who it was...
Adi.
I opened my window with bloody hands and tears running down my face.
His expression showed that he was worried and scared, I hated that look.
But, I couldn't help it. I knew why he felt like that.
He doesn't get it, he never will.
But, it's so hard being harsh to him, he's too nice and caring, he was my only best friend.
I couldn't lose him.
I don't want to lose him.
He wrapped me in his arms, and held me there until I calmed down.
"Adi?"
"Yes?"
"I need to tell you something"
"Okay"
"I-I love you"
He smiled and his eyes lit up with some joy,
"I love you too y/n"
I looked at him surprised and shocked, how could he like me?
"Why? What is there to like"
"Everything, you're such an amazing person, and I don't get how anyone can't see that"
"R-really?"
"Yes."
He leaned toward me and connected to space between our lips.
We were going in sync.
I didn't know why...but...
It felt so...
Right.
He laid me on the bed and hovered above me.
He kissed my neck and nibbled on the soft parts of my neck.
I couldn't believe this was happening.
Everything was perfect.
Until...
"Y/N!!!!"
"GET YOUR UGLY ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!!"
My parents were coming upstairs.
Adi wouldn't budge.
"Adi! You have to go!"
"I'm not leaving you alone"
"But my parents"
"It's okay, I'll defend you, like I always do"
I gulped and got ready for what was about to happen...
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Hey... it me...sorry for cliffhanger but...imma make part 2 some other time😂
Sorry.
But a little hint is..
Happy end.
There you go, lol.
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