The first time I layed eyes on you,
I knew you were too good for me.
When we talked for the first time,
Your soul shined through your eyes.
A bright blue and green,
Causing my heart to flip every time you smiled.
My past stole my innocence,
Destining my soul to years of fear.
Never could I be with a boy who made me feel safe
Never could I hug a boy without feeling violated and naked
Never could I speak to a boy without a crashing heart in fear.
But from the first time we met I knew you were different
You made me feel safe.
Your eyes, warm.
And my heart crashed in the opposite of fear
Fear still resides in my heart.
Not because I fear you,
But because I fear losing you.
Never have I met a boy
Who made me feel the way you make me feel
Never will I forget the way I feel when you look at me
I feel my chest burn in fire
So when I can't find the words
When I can't voice my what my heart feels
Know I care for you
Know that your smile causes my heart to fly
Know your eyes speak to me
I will never forget the way your letter made me cry,
Not from sadness but from the beautiful words
Your realness is rare.
Your courage I'm jealous of,
Because I wish I could show you,
How much you mean to me.
So know the first time I layed eyes on you,
I knew you were too good for me.
When we talked for the first time,
Your soul shined through your eyes.
A bright blue and green,
The best sight I have ever seen.
YOU ARE READING
REALITY
PoetryPoetry for those few souls that long for realness our world lacks Written not for reads but a place where I can write my feelings so I can attempt understand them myself. ••• To the boy that changed me. Heartbreak or not, you will live on in my burn...
