REALITY

"Bluebirds Castle"

The following poem I heard in a tv series on Netflix that was so powerful I knew I couldn't let it slip through my fingers. So I wrote it down for others to experiences as well.

"You used to wrap yourself up in fairy tales like a blanket.
But it was the cold you loved.
Sharp shivers as you uncovered the corpses of blue beards wives.
Sweeter goosebumps as prince charming slid one glass slipper over your little toes. A perfect fit.
But by the schoolyards, real princesses floated by you on fall winds.
You saw the gulf between you and the rich girls, and vowed to stop believing in fairy tales.
But the stories were in you deep as poison.
If prince charming was real, if he could save you, you needed to be saved.
From the unfairness of everything.
When would he come?
The answer was a cruel shrug in a hundred fleeting moments.
The sneer on Stevie Smiths face when he called you a fat cow,
uncle Jeff's hand squeezing your ass in the Thanksgiving kitchen,
the accusation in your fathers eyes when you told him what happened.
From every boy masquerading as a man, that you let into your body,
your heart,
you learned you didn't have whatever magic turn a beast into a prince.
You surrounded yourself with the girls you'd always resented.
Hoping to share their power,
and you hated yourself.
And that diminished you even more.
And then,
right when you thought you might just disappear,
he saw you.
And you knew somewhere deep it was too good to be true.
But you let yourself be swept,
because he was the first strong enough to lift you.
Now in his castle you understand prince charming and blue beard are the same man.
And you don't get a happy ending unless you love both of him.
Didn't you want this?
To be loved?
Didn't you want him to crown you?
Didn't you ask for it?
Didn't you ask for it?
Didn't you ask for it!
So say you can live like this,
say you love him.
Say thank you.
Say anything but the truth.
What if you cant love him back?"

-"You" on Netflix