Hi!
Remember Jared's prediction of sadness?? Welp here it is!!
Okay, you know how everyone is always like "Jared's a person too! He has problems just like Evan and Connor! He's not only the comic relief or the butt of all jokes!" Well, I totally agree with that! So today that is exactly what we are going to do! He(e)re is a poem completely about Jared and Jared's problems. I'm sorry if it makes you sad :(
Trigger Warning:
-Blood
-Self harm
-Unhealthy way of coping with problems
-Implied thoughts of suicide
(Please be aware of the TWs for the next few chapters)
Mirror's POV
I think Jared hates me.
I don't know what I did wrong but he hates me.
Jared is glaring at me and calling me names.
All I did was show his reflection.
I can't help it, I have to.
I'm the mirror on the cabinet door in his bathroom.
But still he stares at me like I'm the most disgusting thing in the world.
Like he wishes I could just shatter into a million tiny pieces and die.
And I just watch as he opens me and takes out something sharp.
As he runs his fingers across it.
Sometimes it ends there. He puts it back and leaves or sits down on the floor and cries, silently. His head thrown back in agony, his mouth open like he is screaming.
But no sound comes out.
But sometimes it doesn't end there.
And I will get red spots all over me; just for him to gently rub clean later.
Like he is trying to wipe the image out of my eyes.
I really wish he didn't hate me. I wish he didn't hate the way I look.
I wish I could talk, so I could tell him how amazing he is and make him feel better when he is crying by himself.
Or at least I wish I could brake while he is crying. So somebody will hear me crack and come running to see what happened.
And he won't have the time to dry his tears. Because then he doesn't have to lie or do anything except be broken on the ground,
So somebody can help save him before it is too late.
I just wish I wasn't Jared's mirror anymore.
Stay safe friends
~InvisibleRainbow6
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Weird Dear Evan Hansen One-Shots!
FanfictionOne-shots and other short stories influenced by the musical by Steven Levenson, Benj Pasek, and Justin Paul. (I do not own any of these characters or any part of the actual musical). This is my first fanfic so I hope you enjoy it!
