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Chapter 9.

Author's note: guys, tomorrow again I will be really busy so I am updating today x hope you enjoy this chapter!

Music video of the chapter: IDGAF, Dua Lipa.

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I have been laying on my bed for 2 days with the worst pain in my stomach, it started the day of my birthday. One of the saddest days in my life.

My best friend was in America working, my mother in Greece because of her first wedding anniversary, Danny couldn't come to England because he was working and Harry is in some place near France working on that movie.

He tried facetiming with me but the signal was so bad we gave up.

I decided to come to Warrington because I was already sick of living in his house, I bought myself new clothes and went to my mother's spa to get everything done.

At night when I came home my stomach started hurting me way too much, I thought it was my period making a really wonderful appearance but it's been 2 days and I still feel pain.

I haven't had sex for a month or more, but I decided to buy pregnancy tests and I a sitting impatiently on my bed waiting for the first one to show its result.

When I look at the thingy, a blue line shows up and the second one does not which makes me feel relieved but I googled it was better to take two tests so I go to the bathroom.

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I ran to the hospital after the second test showed the second line, not much, but really blurry, and I am so scared.

This past month I have been crying too much, drinking too much to be able to fall asleep, I haven't eaten well, and I have been really sad and upset at the same time.

My period hasn't come in a month and that what makes me even more frightened.

I am here, in a seat, waiting for the nurse to give me my result regretting everything I've done to my body.