My New Life {Finn Wolfhard x Reader}

My Back Story

THIS CHAPTER CAN BE TRIGGERING. THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS. I'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS, SO DON'T COME AFTER ME IF YOU GET MAD.

(Y/N) POV

I woke up screaming. I cried into my hands. "(Y/N) what's wrong" Finn said grabbing my face. "Hey, just breathe (y/n)" After a while I calmed down. "What happened?" Finn asked worriedly. I was speechless for a minute. "I had a bad dream Finnie" I said pulling him into a hug. "Is that all?". I haven't been completely honest with Finn. I thought this would be a good time to tell my story. "Okay Finnie" I said grabbing his hands. "I'm going to tell you everything." He nodded

Day of my 16th Birthday.

I woke up that morning. It was my sixteenth birthday. I was excited, because my dad had promised me he was coming to see me. I missed him so much. Even after what he did to my mom and I. My birthday party was at 4:30pm. It was 5:48pm, and I began to lose hope. I ran upstair, and into my room. I laid in my bed. "I just want to leave this horrible place" I sobbed into my pillow. "Why doesn't he want me, is there something wrong with me?" I said crying into my pillow. I sat up in my bed. I reached over to my nightstand. I opened the drawer. I grabbed the blade I had in there. Before I just left little cuts. Right now, I wanted to end it. I examined the blade before slicing my left wrist. I cried in pain. I was shaking as I put the blade in my left hand. I sighed and sliced my right wrist. I screamed out of frustration and pain. I laid on my bed for a minute. My mom busted through the door. "Oh no, honey. Justin call an ambulance!" My mom yelled. "Oh my god" Marissa said running towards my side. "(Y/N) stay with us, please!" My mom yelled. I blacked out after that.

End of Flashback

"That's when my mom decided I needed a new start" I said tears in my eyes. I looked at Finn, who also had tears in his eyes. "Let me see your wrists (y/n)" Finn said quietly. I flipped my wrist over. His trembling hands ran over my scars. He connected his lips with my scars. "Don't ever do this to yourself (y/n). You're so beautiful, you're super funny, and-and I can't lose you" Finn said gently. "Thanks Finnie" I said as my voice cracked. I hugged him tightly. I didn't want to let go. I felt safe with him. I felt like, he was my home. I never wanted to lose him. We fell asleep in each other's arms.

Finns POV

I woke up to (y/n) right beside me. Her head laid on my chest. I played with a strand of her (h/c) hair. It was soft. "Well, goodmorning Finnie" (y/n) said as she started waking up. Her eyes were puffy from all of the crying she did last night. I still thought she was beautiful. I posted the pictures we took yesterday.

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(Y/N) POV

"What did you tagged me in Finnie?" I looked at him. He had a smirk. I clicked onto my Instagram. Suddenly I saw I had over five hundred new followers. "Oh my god, Finn look!" I said showing him excitedly. I looked at the pictures he posted of us.

(y/u/n) : 💛

I'M SORRY FOR THIS SAD CHAPTER. I NEEDED A BACK STORY SO WHY NOT WRITE SOMETHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH.