Golden Dates || Brendon Urie || #Wattys2016

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9k views later and I haven't been here to write anything else for you guys :((
i have been hurt countless times in my life. starting at a very young age, i began to feel more like a burden & less as a person. from being the child raised on divorce, being the one girl with the "messed up" teeth and bad acne, being touched inappropriately by boys who i do not recall giving permission to do so, having two best friends end their own lives, having a dad and a sister who both struggle with depression, and being the child who my parents see the most potential in.. so anything less than perfect is a disappointment. i have grew as a person and have tried using my flaws and my past to redefine what choices i make and what people i want in my life. justin, has been my rock through most of the pain and heartache.. yet he still stays for the long haul. for this i am grateful. no one has ever seen this side of me except him & although my life seems perfect .. i have seen the darkest of days && i can recall not seeing a way out. i have struggled with suicidal thoughts and depression .. i have kept my thoughts private for the fact that no one wants to hear me cry and everyone would claim me as crazy. but for a very long time .. suicide was an option. i never thought i would share this with anyone, but the trust that a lot of people have in me to "keep their mental health a secret" is not because of what words i shout, but because i understand them.. i have been there. this is not a cry for help, this is a story. this is the reason i don't like suicidal jokes, please keep in mind that i have lost people that i loved to that joke you made sitting across from me in the lunch room. please keep in mind that i, myself, have said the same thing, seriously .. for a very long time. i have grown as a person & although i still get anxiety and depressive moments .. i just fold paper. this sounds very weird .. but i feel like if i fold up the paper and make this big thing really really small, maybe my big problem can get really small too. if you are struggling with depression or need to talk.. i am here for you, i really do care. everyone may find this pointless .. but i really needed all of this off my chest. // 910-992-0954 🥀

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