FANBOY || Taekook

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Warning mentions of suicide and depressing scenes please avoid reading if you feel uncomfortable about this topic⚠️

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"Taehyung, tell me about yourself"

"What do you mean kook"

"I don't know I just- I wanna hear you talk more about yourself" Jungkook sighed. "Of course I know things about you but I want to know you well, and I want you to know me, I want us to open our hearts for eachother"

It has been 3 days since Jungkook woke up, the two were laying in the hospital bed together facing eachother, Taehyung caressing Jungkooks cheek gently while the younger melted in his hyungs touch, feeling comforted.

"Ok well... I grew up as an only child, my parents never supported me wanting when I wanted to become an actress and study theatre arts, my dad divorced my mother when I was 16 and left us for another woman, those days were really tough for me especially because I was still a teenager, I had to work everyday at night in order for us to survive, my mother and I got kicked out of our apartment and we moved to Seoul to live with my grandmother. When I was 17 my mother was so depressed and stressed that she... that she suicided."

Taehyung let out a big breath finding it hard to talk.

"Tae you don't have to-"

"No baby, I want you to know"

"It was really hard on me, I lived with my grandmother until I graduated and she passed away, that's when I moved to Germany with Minjae. My life was really hard around those times, incident after incident just came upon me and I don't even know how I handled everything at that age."

"Tae..." Jungkook pouted taking his hyungs hands into his, squeezing them tightly.

"I can't imagine how hard it was for you, I'm sorry you had to go through that, I know how you feel..."

"You don't have to be sorry, i'm okay now right? I have you, Jimin, and our hyungs."

"Yeah" Jungkook smiled thinking about how he has his hyungs, before he had no one but Jimin.

"How about you?"

"Hmm?" Jungkook replied questioningly.

"Tell me about you" Taehyung smiled moving closer to Jungkook that their noses were a centimetre close to touching.

"My past..." Jungkook started, "It was not the best either, I never told anyone except Jimin about this..." Jungkook felt tears welling up in his eyes.

"At the age of 15 my parents, older brother and I got into a car accident, they didn't make it except for me, and everyday it haunted me, the car screeching, my mother screaming my name, my hyung holding me in his arms trying to protect me. Everyday I lived with the thought 'why was I the one left alive, why couldn't I join my parents and brother' "

Taehyung wiped Jungkooks tears with his thumb with a pout on his lips.

"I was lonely and lived in a foster home with 5 kids for 2 months until I met Jimin, he helped me from...." Jungkook was too scared to tell Taehyung.

"What is it a baby? You don't have to pressure yourself to tell me if you feel uncomfortable" Taehyung pulled the younger to his chest caressing his back.

"I was so close to joining my parents, I almost committed suicide, Jimin found me in the boys change room barely awake, bleeding from my w-wrists, I was so close to being able to seeing my parents, b-but now i'm glad Jimin found me and saved me or else I wouldn't have met you, I c-couldn't have fallen in love and met the love of my life" Jungkook cried holding on to Taehyung tight.

"Baby it's alright, shhh don't cry i'm here for you" Taehyung tried wiping his tears that started falling down his cheeks, listening to Jungkooks past made his heart hurt. How can someone as precious as him go through that at such a young age, he thought.

"I lived with Jimin in Busan till I graduated and we moved to Seoul together and rented an apartment, Jimin was all I had until I met you and the rest of the hyungs. I'm glad, so glad I met you all"

"I'm glad too kook" Taehyung pulled away holding then youngers face in his hands gently.

Jungkook looked up into Taehyungs sparkling eyes, he never felt so safe in someones arms, he never loved someone so much, it scared him how one can love someone so much. Taehyung was his everything, all he had left to cherish, and he was going to love Taehyung with every fiber of his heart.

Taehyung leaned close to Jungkook feeling his soft breath hitting his cheek. Taehyung thought he was never going to be able to fall in love after Minjae, but Jungkook came into his life changing everything proving him wrong, his life used to be so lonely, Jungkook brought warmth and love into his life once again, he learned how to love again.

The two closed their eyes losing their selves in the moment, time stopped for them as their lips touched, Jungkook held Taehyungs hands that were cupping his face.

Taehyung scooted closer to Jungkook, the younger moved his hands to Taehyungs shirt pulling it closer so no space was left between them.

Deepening the kiss Taehyung tilted his head devouring the youngers lips.

Jungkook whimpered as Taehyung deepened the kiss, he was new to this feeling but he loved it, he loved how Taehyungs lips fit perfectly with his, he kissed back mimicking Taehyung in the same slow motion.

They shared a passionate kiss for a few more seconds until they pulled away to catch their breaths.

Taehyung had a goofy smile on his lips.

"I missed that"

"Me too" Jungkook blushed hiding his face in his boyfriends chest.

"Hey kook"

"Yes Tae?"

"I love you"

"I love you too Tae"