He's Back // BTS Namjoon smut

Baby / Chapter 25

"Kookie?" How much had he heard? He had clearly heard enough. I stood up in front of him. He towered over me. I quickly wiped away my tears and looked down. He picked my head up by my chin and looked into my eyes.

"You know I asked something. I wanted it to be cleared up but I think I know." Jungkook confused me. His words made no sense to me. If he knew then why was he questioning me?

"What do you want Jungkook?" I used my most cold voice at him so he would leave me alone. Jungkook smirked and started circling me.

"I want you..." Jungkook trailed off. I quickly turned around and looked at him with wide eyes. I backed up a bit from him and just stared. Where did my innocent little kookie go?

"... to tell Namjoon the truth." Jungkook laughed on the spot. I merely scoffed at his childish actions. Jungkook then noticed I wasn't laughing. He stopped laughing and looked at me.

"I can't tell him Kookie. My baby needs a father. He or she needs a father figure. I thought Namjoon would be good. I knew I shouldn't have slept with him! This baby did nothing wrong!" Yes I know I cheated on Namjoon. Namjoon hardly ever slept with me. I wanted pleasure and that pleasure wasn't provided by Namjoon. Now I'm not going to kill my child because of a dumb mistake that I made. Abortion isn't wrong and it isn't bad, however I have already grown to care for this baby and I know I can't go through with it anyway.

"Who even is the father Lisa?" I gnawed on my bottom lip. I felt my teeth get ready to pierce through my lip so I let go. I looked at Jungkook coldly. He however didn't back down. I sighed before returning my gaze towards the ground.

"Jackson Wang. You know the Jackson from Got7? Jungkook's eyes turned dark. His smile turned into a frown. I stood there confused why he suddenly got so pissed.

"Lisa. Jackson was going to kill your baby?" I quickly avoided his gaze since I knew if I looked into his big dark eyes I would cry again.

"Yes but I convinced him not to. I just couldn't tell the world who was my babies biological father." Jungkook came closer and gave me a hug. Jungkook always hated touching me. He knows what I did to Namjoon and Elena, but he is still here comforting me...

"Lisa...? What about Blackpink?" I looked up at him. I had forgotten all about Blackpink. What will they say? I can't perform anymore without BLINK seeing my stomach. Horrible rumors would start about my child. I gripped onto Jungkook harder at just the mere thought.

"Maybe we will take a few months off? Once I give birth I'll come back." I look down at my stomach and smiled. He or she isn't born yet and I already love him or her unconditionally.

"Lisa? I'm only saying this because you shouldn't go through this alone, but if you can not be a bitch to me then I'll be that father figure. I know I'm not the best option, but I'll try. I'll try my hardest. I don't want to leave you alone in this situation." I pushed Jungkook away. I turned around, got on my knees, and cried in frustration. I don't want his pity!

"I DON'T WANT YOUR PITY!" I sobbed into my hands. I guess I cried since I felt like shit.

"Yes I am taking pity on you. And I know you don't want pity because no one does. But guess what honey? I'm all you got. Namjoon won't be there for that baby when he or she grows up looking like someone else. But guess what? I will. I'll help you with anything that I can!" Jungkook's words made me tear up. Jungkook was always there for me. I secretly liked him but I loved Namjoon. Jungkook stood by my side until I took Namjoon away from Elena. Jungkook hadn't spoken to me since that day.

"Kookie... I don't want you to take responsibility for something that isn't your fault." Jungkook came around and crouched down to me. He gave me another hug since he knew that was all I wanted right now.