Monster

Ch.14 - My Peace

Asalamoalaikum :)

Missed me? 😅 no? Okay.

Here's a recap.

* "Um Miss whoever you are, whoever you were talking to, got into a severe accident. I'm taking him to the hospital and will inform you what hospital in a while. You please stay calm."

He spoke and I couldn't hear more. I cut the call and screamed as loud as possibly I could. I screamed his name. I screamed for him.

"Shehryaaaaar." *

Happy reading :)

P.S. It's unedited and literally the longest I had written uptil now.

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CHAPTER FOURTEEN

Her hand movements were like magic to me!

Magic, total magic.

My head was rested on her lap and her hands were massaging my forehead. That headache was killing me but now it seems like nothing even happened to it.

The more I tried to hate her, blame her for ammi's death, the more she wins my heart and mind both. Her care towards me or ammi always took to the other end of the way.

I knew she was uncomfortable with me, how can she even be? So I got up and decided to go out to spend some time to myself. I need to let go of feelings I don't even know.

She asked me to stay for a while and eat something but I didn't wanted to. I didn't feel like eating anything.

Ammi's death is still too shocking for me. I still wasn't able to absorb the fact that she's no more with us. This house seemed more like a horror place to me now. Where I have no one else beside me.

Shehryaar hai. Hai koi tumhara wahan. Bas tumne khud hi nahi ban'ne diya usay.

I shook my head to brush away the thoughts, thoughts of Saba.

I took out my car keys, sat inside it and drove into nowhere. I didn't knew where I was going, why I was going, what was I doing or what even am I thinking...

I drove as fast as I could to the highway and then took a sharp U-turn towards the beach area.

Maybe the sea can gallop what I feel.

I drove there and went outside.

But you don't have to ever worry about me leaving you.

Her words rang in my head the moment I stepped out of the car. I close my eyes, tight, feeling kinda weird.

Opening my eyes I went towards the sea area, many people were here with their families, their partners. No one was alone like me, no one was here just to let go of some feelings, to feel guilty, to gallop their heart and mind. Everyone seemed happy with their life, satisfied. And here the word satisfaction was not in the dictionary of my life.

I walked as fast as I could before I bumped into someone.

"Watch where you're going man!" the person almost yelled.

I felt my head swinging, feeling all dizzy. I brought my fingers to where my forehead was.

"Hey man, are you okay?" the person said again and I barely nodded.

"You don't look okay, come with me."

I tried to protest but no sound was making its way out my mouth. The person held my forearm and supported me to somewhere I don't know. He made me sit on a nearby bench and sat beside me too. I looked at him.