WANT MY DAYS BACK

Chapter 19 Dismiss

Aaradana POV

Life has two sides. Happy and sad. But for me it's always drastically infinitely always sad. One thing is for sure. Nothing in this life is permanent, neither happyness nor sadness, nothing is permanent. Hoping for a change.

I was sitting in couch, resting my head in my palm. I never thought my nightmare would haunt me. After lunch I had a severe head ache. Due to my insomnia, I get these kind of unbearable head ache. I took my medication and slept in my table. I wasn't aware how many hours I slept.

I was surprised to see koushik. He woke me up. He looked like he was very much concerned about me. After knowing I was fine he went. I started to check his meeting for tomorrow.

It can't be possible right? Tomorrow at 2pm he has a meeting with Ishaan.

ISHAAN

He can never be. They maybe many Ishaan right? It's not that Ishaan who I know. My brain were completed occupied with Ishaan.

I was surprised when koushik told me to take off. But I wasn't happy. My mind were completely occupied with bad thoughts. What if he is Ishaan who I know?

This Ishaan can't be him right?

I want someone to confirm it. Please someone tell me what I'm thinking is completely insane.

Please

I didn't notice that my eye started to become like a mini pool. I rolled like a ball in couch.

Please tell me everything is a dream

"Aaradana wake up" a familiar voice. I opened my eyes. I have no idea when I slept. I sat on the couch. "Are u okay?" He asked me with a concern voice. I shook my head in a positive reply.

I directly went to my room. I lied in my bed. I looked at the ceiling. Again all those stupid thoughts started to run in my mind. I can't image how vulnerable I'll be in front of him...

With those negative vibes I closed my eyes. I drifted to sleep

#

It's almost 1pm. So far so good. I never got any scolding from Kaushik. My heart is almost going to explode at this rate. I was sitting in conference room after placing all the required documents in their respective seats.

"Boom " someone scared the hell out of me. I turned to see who did that childish work.

"Ansh. You almost gave me heart attack" I punched his shoulder playfully.

"What were you dreaming?" He acted like thinking "maybe about Koushik " that was the last thing I expected from him.

"Seriously!" I exclaimed "who will think about your friend?" I smiled. He knows what I told wasn't serious. He smiled with me.

"Yeah I know. He is like some serious shit" we laughed to that humourless joke.

"Are you free?" I asked him

"Yeah" he told

"I'm jealous" I touched my heart dramatically. I know I'm dumb.

He laughed "Are u interested?" He gave me a invition card.

"For What?" I asked him looking at the card.

"There's a charity event coming Saturday morning. Do me a favour "

"What?" I questioned him

"I have three kutties. They're performing the closure. I want you to train them just few steps is enough deal?"