WANT MY DAYS BACK

Chapter 39 Agony

Koushik POV

"What the fuck?" i fisted my hand. I punched the tea stand making it break into pieces.

I opened the door. I was in parking area. I opened the car door. "Hey Koushik" i turned to see the owner of the voice. It is Ishaan. He smiled at me. I felt like punching his face. "How was the show?" he asked me

With no delay, i punched him. I was not yet satisfied even after seeing blood at corner of his mouth.

I drove the car to Aaradhana place. I entered directly. Tasha was sitting in admin desk. "Where is Aaradhana?" i asked her

"She is inside. She is not allowing anybody inside bhaiya. She is been crying alot" she said

"I'll check on her" i said. I walked inside. She was crying very hard. I felt very bad. I closed the door. Whomover is responsible for her tear, i will make sure they pay.

She saw my shadow and looked up. I went further near her. "Aaradhana" i called her. Her eyes were red. She got up from her place and ran towards bathroom hiding herself. "Aaradhana, stop" i called her

"Please Koushik leave" she said. I kept my feet to avoid her closing the door. "Leave" she said again. I pushed the door slightly making her fall backwards. She slipped and turned on the shower. She pushed me again and again in my chest "Leave from here" The water started to drench both of us. Soon we both got wet. I holded her hand with mine. She was struggling to leave me.

"Listen Aaradhana" i said. She was punching me again and again. I pushed her to the wall. She was keep on struggling. I had no other option. I pulled her hand above her head and kissed her. She was struggling a bit then eventually she calmed down.

I took my lips from her "Calm down" i said. She was sobbing. We both came out of bathroom. I made her sit on the cot. I pulled a towel from her bag and started to wipe her hair. She took it from her hand and started to wipe herself. I sat near her maintaining some distance "Is it Ishaan?" i asked her to clear my doubts. I understood her silence.

"I should have told you before. I was not ready before" she said

"Don't worry. I'll take of it" i told her and stood from my place.

She holded my hand, made me sit "I was not ready before but now i wanted to tell you now." she looked at me, in nodded my head, signalling her to continue "I'm not going to deny. Whatever you saw in the video is true. It is me and Ishaan. I'm not a typical indian women. I didn't save my virginity for my husband. When i was studying my masters in US i was into drinks and sometimes drug. I never cared about anybody. Only thing i wanted is ME. I casually lost my virginity when i went to club with my friends. I never felt bad for that. I wanted to be student always. I was irresponsible. I had no interest to do business but i did just for fun. That's where i saw Ishaan. I seriously liked him when i saw him. We were the only Indians in our class. We started to have small conversation initially then we became best friends. We were always together. I believed whatever he said. I fell in love. Is it wrong?" she looked at me. I nodded my head in no. She sobbed. I pressed her hand to continue. "I fell in love. That's the only thing i regret. I was senselessly in love with him, even when some people in my Indian cultural club told me he was a pervert. I didn't believe them. I used to kiss him casually and we even had..." she sobbed "We even had sex 3 or 4 times. Then one day, casually when i checked his mobile, i saw all videos. He was recording each and every time and there were few other girls videos also. It was all trap. I was scared. I deleted all videos and ran away from there. Unfortunately, he retrieved few videos. Then i stopped meeting him. He started to torture me. Blackmail me. I thought of dropping out. But i didn't want to run away. After completing my degree, i came to India. I was depressed. He used to send me those picture. I felt like committing suicide. Nobody in my family knows about this. They tried to ask me many times but i didn't respond them. It was a mental agony which i couldn't able to take it. And they don't want to see me like a dead person. So, they arranged this wedding hoping everything will change. Even i thought of starting my life. but he came back again to destroy me. I shouldn't have done any of these. I should have been how a girl should be. I shouldn't have fallen in love." she paused for a minute "Believe me i didn't have sex with any other person after marriage other than you" she broke into tears. I felt bad.