she felt too impatient once again as she exasperatedly looked to her left side and saw her alarm clock bolded the numbers in its display screen in dark blue.
she sighed loudly out of nowhere and once again looked at her plain ceiling as she tried her best to fall asleep.
she kept thinking about him.
she shut her eyes tightly, tears threatening to fall.
"stop crying, just 17 minutes left." she whispered to herself.
5.43 am.
she opened her eyes, blurry, and tried to breathe more soothingly, in and out, slowly. she closed her eyes once again and tried doing the 'sheep counting' method that her mom taught her when she was little.
11.. 10..
her breathing slowly became softer and softer, her mind rested calmly.
tears just won't stop escaping her eyes.
7.. 6..
she tried to think about something else, other than him..
2.. 1..
her alarm clock rang.
her eyes opened widely and she was jolted awake. she grumbled irritatingly as she forcibly pulled her body up from her bed and tapped off the button harshly.
"another long day to go.." she sighed,
"being the third wheel."
