Don't hurt him ✔️ EDITING

[Part23]

Sorry for the wait everyone, I promise to be quicker next time.

Y/n's pov

"You're so good at acting, I never knew a looser like you would be able to act so tough and strong but remember who you used to be, because we're going to get that old y/n back" she smirked while going out of the bathroom.

I felt my legs shake from fear. I felt all those memories coming back to me. I shook my head violently. But nothing was going away.

Flashback-

It was lunch time and I had a feeling they were going to do something again. And I was right. Before I knew it I was dragged into the toilets and the girls started to pull on my hair and cloths. I wrapped myself into a ball and let the tears fall.

But that didn't stop them from hitting me violently, they had no mercy and they were not going to stop anytime soon.

That's when      came into my mind. I thought he loved me I thought that he saved me from these cruel girls that I never did anything to, but I was wrong it was him all along. He was the one who made the girls do this to me. Why? I don't know...I had no idea why he acted this way towards me. I don't know why he was so cruel towards me. I didn't know anything...

All I ever knew was that, he played me and made me believe in love before crashing me into pieces, besides waking away like nothing happened. The worse part was, I still didn't hate him. I love him.

I know I stupid, I always am when it comes to love....

Finally all these cruelty ended and I was finally free because today is the last day I will see any of their faces.

I walked down the hallway and my eyes landed on the one person I had to hate but couldn't.       I wanted to hug him for the last time and tell him how much I hated him even if I didn't.

But...I couldn't, all I could do was walk away and never look back at him. And that's exactly what I did.

End of flashback-

I shook my head out of my thoughts and slowly got on my feet before wiping away my tears. I looked at myself in the mirror.
"I'm not going to let anyone hurt me" I whisper to myself and walked out.

I won't let some bitches ruin my life. Not again. Whatever they do, I'm going to get back at them. And I'm going to make them sorry for anything they try to do.

I'll show them I changed and that I'm not the same looser they knew.

Jungkooks pov

I waked into class and placed my things on the desk before sighing deeply. I hate this life. I hate that I have to study and get the best job I can't. I hate that I have to be everything that I don't want to be. And I hate that I can't express my love to y/n other than make her heart break. When I saw her yesterday and when she held my hand. I wanted to hug her and tell her how much I love her and how much pain I was in when I heard she was at the hospital. But I couldn't, because that's the kind of looser I am.

I'm just a looser...no matter how much she means to me, I'm too scared to get hurt and be left alone. No matter what happens I don't want to trust anyone in this cruel world. Not even y/n.

I felt my chest tighten. And a familiar pain in my heart. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"You okey" I shot my eyes open and nodded my head quickly.
"Ok tell me if you need something" Sana said with a smile and I nodded my head again.

We talked with her the other day and I'm happy that we solved the situation between us.

Flashback-

"I'm sorry I can't return your feelings" I said looking down feeling guilty.

"It's fine jungkook, don't be sorry. Actually I'm sorry...because I got in between you and y/n" her voice trailed off and she looked down.

"What do you mean, w-we have nothing between each other" I said with obvious lie in my words.

"I can't belie your still denying your feelings...seriously, stop hurting the girl like that. She deserves better, you have to treat her better and I know very well that you like her" she said seriously making me feel guiltiest than ever. I know I should but I can't and that's also the reason why she deserves better than me. Way better.

"And I don't love your anymore so don't worry about my feelings, I won't get hurt" she smiled sweetly, I looked up at her quite confused.
"Who do you-..." I hesitated to continue my sentence.

"The first person that comes to your mind" she said cheekily, stopped and thought. No way! Taehyung?

"Umm Taehyung?" I said confused, I was surprised when she nodded her head gently.
"But...I think I'm a little late. But that's fine, if it's meant to be it will be" she smiled sadly.

"That's alright" I tried to comfort her but I didn't know how.

End of flashback-

I felt presence near me, I looked over to see y/n. She looked quite upset and more over she looked she cried. And there was a tear rolling own her cheeks. I felt my heart break again, the scene from the day coming back to my mind.

I felt my hands move on their own and wipe the tear off her pink cheeks. She turned her head towards me slowly before looking into my eyes quite shocked. I started at her for a while.

But I felt her remove my hands off her cheek before confusing on the board. I came back to reality and quickly turned my head to the board as well. My hands went up to my chest and I felt my heart beat slowly coming down to its normal beat. I tried my best to stay clam but I couldn't forget how soft her cheeks felt, so soft and warm.

The teacher came in with a few students with her. I couldn't recognise any of them. They must be new I thought to myself.

I looked over to y/n whose eyes were wide open and her hands were trembling like she was in fear. I looked at her confused, why's she so scared. I looked into her eyes and she was looking right at the new girls and a guy.

As the new students were passing by their eyes were on her and her eyes were on the ground. But I still felt her hands shake from seat before slowly calming down.
I need to know why she's acting this way all of a sudden.

Y/n's pov

When I laid my eyes on them, I felt my hands shake and my breath hitch. Why are they here and why now.

If they are here to make my life a living hell again. They are wrong. Very wrong.

Like I said I'm not the same looser. Not anymore.

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A/n

Should I evens continue this book?
It's not boring right?